Unlikely Love

- Chapter 10 - Terrifying Monday

I tried to close my eyes to see if i could fall asleep but my brain just didn't relax. It was so bad. How can some situation steal your peace? I never been a stressed person. I never felt this way for someone who shouldn't mean nothing to me... Who is just a teacher. It was 2 a.m and i was trying to find answers to my questions.. And resulutions to my "big problems". In one minute i was thinking "damn i fucked up everything, she will annoy me for the rest of the year" in another minute i was thinking "uhhh I'm being so silly, why she will get mad at me, why would she even cares? I am one in a million of students she had". My feelings were a mess. I didn't know what to feel, what to think, what to DO....

It was useless to try to talk with someone because at this hour of the night everyone was sleeping . I was so anxious.
You don't know how bad it is when you are tired and want to sleep but your brains just doesn't stop...

I counted every hour of the night...

3 a.m....
4 a. m....
5 a. m...

At 5.am i got up and catched my mp4 and listened some music. Music is the only thing that works for everything (at least for me). It calms me down and makes me feel alright.

At 6 a.m i took a shower and started to dress me up. I dressed all white with white shoes (damn i love white clothes). Then i went to the bus station and found my friends over there, we talked a little bit and then we  caught the bus.

Everyone could see something wasn't alright with me. They asked me if i was okay and i said yes, i didn't want to talk about this because it would made me feel worse.

I arrived in school and i stood in front of the classroom waiting for the wonderful class we would going to have... FRENCH.

I heard the bell rings. It was like my heart was going out of my chest. Then i saw the bitch on the another side of the hall. She was with a black leather jacket and black skinny jeans.

She looked at me with the most terrafying look i ever seen. Like if she wanted to kill me or do anything bad to me. Then we got into the classroom and we sat in our places. She started to write exercises on the board it was about verbs, eww i hated it but i hated that bitch more to be honest. Then she looked at us. We were almost 30 in that room guess who she called to go to the board? Me.
I was so nervous at this moment. Like foreal?. Anyways i went to the board but i couldn't remember how to do that verb, she knew i hated verbs she was doing this on purpose. Then i stood there just looking at that bitche's face, she was looking at me as well. The she yelled :

- Are you kidding me?! Why you don't know how to do that verb? Are you dumb or what?!

Some people started to laugh i felt so humiliated right now. I knew she was doing this as a revenge for the  "cruella" situation . She was so stupid. So coward. So childish. I just wanted to beat that woman. Ahh i was so mad. Then i went to my place but the bitch was always looking at me. It was awful. Was she trying to scare me? Or intimidate me? I was so confused, scared, sad and very MAD.

I was doing the exercises she was asking us to do but everytime i looked at her she was looking at me.... Trying to do eye contact with me.. But i never was good at that and i wouldn't do it with someone so awful like her. She doesn't deserved anything. She feels pleasure by doing bad to others.  She shouldn't even being considered as a human being because she was a monster. Everyone could see that i was really annoyed. My face was so red just like a tomato.

We ended the exercises then she went to the board to correct them.

She asked my classmate to read one phrase she wroted on the board but he couldn't see what ws written on the board. Then she said :

- Mike come near the board. I understand, you don't see very well but you should tell me when you don't see. I am "Cruella" not a witch!

Then she looked at me.

Everyone started to laugh but i didn't find it funny. She was very lucky i wasn't one of that rude brats who would tell her to go fuck herself or do anything worst.

She was doing this on purpose just to provoke me. I could tell the principal or anyone but I will see what that bitch is capable to do. I am going to play her game... I am going to let her show the world what kind of person she really is... A heartless bitch with no feelings. Now she is acting all nice and sweet to others except me. She thinks that people forgot what she's been doing.

Then the bell ringed and we went outside... You will never know how satisfied i was to get out of that class... I couldn't take this shit anymore. I am human as well.

Who the hell she thought she was?!

Okay i hurt her but she always been hurting people.