REGRETS (Ziall Mini Fic) [Under Editing]

Part One_B (The beginning)

Author's note: this it the continuation of the Part one.. Remember i ran out of time. Well this will be a short update guys but i am really hoping i could get votes.. 

Still in the Flashback side

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Louis didn't even bother about Zayn's bleeding hands. He knew Zayn needed it. He never felt pure sadness before. Zayn stopped crying and kept on sobbing until he calmed himself. Letting the silent tears fall.

"I love him so much Louis. I never thought i'm going to do that. I never wanted to hurt him. I almost raped Niall. I never wanted to see him cry. I thought it will affect him if i leave but no! I knew for him, I was just brother." Zayn stopped as he choked on his tears that started to flow again. "Those letter's Louis. Those love letters he fell inlove with that's all me. I don't know how to tell my real feelings to him but I know it's the only way. I decided to let him go Louis on that day they were really together, but I can't Louis. I can't I fucking love him so much it hurts." Zayn rambled and buried his head on Louis' chest. Louis wanted to cry with him. He wanted to cry for Zayn but he knew Zayn needed someone stronger to just hold him.

"So.. What are you going to do now?" Louis asked quietly. Stroking Zayn's hair with his hand. Zayn was practically vain and hate it when people touch it, but now. He let's Louis. He needed the strongest comfort he can have to stop this black hole that keeps on sucking his heart dry.

"I'm gonna leave Louis." Zayn whispered. Louis immediately pulled away from the hug and looked at Zayn terrified.

"Bu--" Louis was cut off when zayn put a finger up to him.

"Butts are made for sitting. My family already moved a week ago.  I just need to finish this school. Today is my last day Louis. My things are already inside my truck so no worries." Zayn muttered looking down, not even bothered to wipe the tears that are falling from his eyes as he let the bleacher chair soaked on his tears.

"Why?" Louis breathed out, tears started to threaten in his eyes. Zayn just sighed and kept his head down as the tears kept on falling.

"I want to forget Louis, the only thing to block this feelings of mine is to keep my distance from him. I can't take it anymore." Zayn muttered. Louis stood up and got the first aid kit. He started curing Zayn's open cuts. Since Louis is a skilled first aid. Zayn has no worries but the application of alcohol didn't gave the oppurtiny to make Zayn winced. He was really numb. Louis felt sorry for making Zayn a person he is right now.

"You know me Zayn. Keeping secrets this big. I can't handle it once I saw them." Louis said pulling out a stucked glass on one of the cuts.  Zayn looked up and wiped the tears that kept falling from his eyes.

"Tell them after I leave. i'll inform you about it." Zayn said  nodding his head towards Louis. 

"Would you like to leave a message?" Louis' voice wavered when he spilled the words out of his mouth. He don't want to breakdown infront of Zayn too. The breakdown from Zayn is enough.

"Tell them i'm sorry and mostly with Li and Ni.. Then.." Zayn stopped and sighed. Louis just waited for him to continue.

"Tell him everything.."

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Zayn opened his eyes when the bus stopped and wiped the tears that fell involuntarily on his cheeks. He adjusted his shirt and stood up then left the bus, but when he stepped on the school grounds. He saw a couple of students that practically made Zayn remember who he was back in high school.

"High school.." Zayn muttered entering the new school grounds only to find out that Regrets can go away sometimes.

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and now!! that's part one!! part two will be on Saturday!! 

hope you like it!!

Editing completed :D

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