REGRETS (Ziall Mini Fic) [Under Editing]

Part Four (In 5 years...)

Author's note: okay.. so this has two parts left and i was planning to make sequel of this story.. well, if you guys want.. cause i already prepared the alternate ending for the sequel. If not, i will stick with the original ending.. Just asking.. :P 

Warnings: Sadness for Niall... i guess..

Sorry for the errors.. :D

Past is in italics, Present is in bold and the lyrics is in normal..

Love lots,

-Babyfacesweetheart xxx

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Niall looked at Harry leaving the Gym. He was nervous.. Really, but then after that scavenger hunt for Zayn. For the Five years, he can be with his happiness. He smiled. Then looked down. Straigtening up his Red Polo as Zayn indicated his letters. Then tried to place his khaki pants on the right place. Then dust off his blue supras that Zayn loved, because it was his favorite color. Niall looked expetantly on the door. Waiting for his happiness, when suddenly he remembered everything he came through those five years.

[Flashback]

(Year One)

Niall walked to his home alone. After what happened back there at the school. Niall needed a private time by himself. He needed it. His hands were on his jacket's pockets. Balled up for him to resist from crying. He was currently listening to Boyfriend By Justin Bieber when the song finished. Zayn's voice came up. Niall stopped dead on his tracks. He stopped even if his house is just one house away.

"Umm.. Here is my song.. More Than this.. umm.. shit.. i hope you like it..." Zayn muttered on the recorder. Zayn wrote and composed the song when Niall and Liam officialy declared there relationship to their group. Niall was staring intently on the floor like it was the most interesting thing in the world. Then the song started.

I'm Broken

Do you hear me?

I'm Blinded

Cause you are everything i see.

I'm dancing alone,

I'm prayin

that your heart will just turn around.

Niall never knew Zayn was a softy inside. He always thought Zayn was strong but no. He never was strong. He was weak. When Niall is around. Niall never knew that Zayn was really head over heels inlove with him. Suddenly Niall felt what Louis was talking about what he felt when he talked with Zayn. Niall felt the pure sadness. It was the first time Niall has the courage to Listen on the song.

And as i walk up to your door

My head turns to face the floor

Cause i can't look you in the eyes and say

When he open his arms

And holds you close tonight

It just won't feel right

Cause i can love you more than this, yeah

When he lays you down, i might just die inside

It just won't feel right

Cause i can love you more than this

Niall clearly wanted to cry, but there is no tears. It's like something is stopping the tears to come out from his eyes. He never felt this. Niall hated himself for not feeling this some time ago. If he just felt it  weeks ago. He maybe can deal with it now and cry more, but no. The pure shock about the pure sadness made Niall's tears build up. It needed a breaking point and this time Niall was just waiting for it.