The Mafia's HIJABI Girl

Chapter 42 - Pain

Damien's POV

My eyes looking around the flower shop before my hand grabbed a bouquet of tulip. Her favourite flower. After paying it, I drove towards a place.

A place that she stayed right now.

A place that I didn't wanted for someone I love to live.

My hand pulled the brake when my car parked safely. I hesitated either to meet her and gave this flower or not. But my hearts wants otherwise.

After a couple of minutes thinking, my hand picked up the flower and stepped out from my car. Finally decided to meet her.

As my steps closer to a room that she stayed, it became slowed. Feeling my footsteps more heavier. As if it was unwillingly to go where I wanted to.

I stopped in front of the door, but then hesitated again.

Does she recognised who I am?

Does she wants to meet me?

Does she still love me?

All my thoughts became one, fighting inside my head.

When my hand just wanted to push the door, suddenly a nurse was coming into this way carrying a tray of food.

My hand automatically covered my head with the hoodie that I was wearing. I didn't wanted anyone to see me.

I let the nurse passed through the door. When the door opened slightly, I saw her, my mother was sitting on the bed with pale face looking out the window.

Even the nurse greeted her and gave her the tray. She just ignored her and didnt answered it. She was in her own world. My heart broke when I saw the state of her like this.

She was alone.

The corner of my eyes stung at the sight of her like that. What was she think about? Has she ever think about me? Missing me?

I turned my body around after the nurse has done her job, closing the door making me won't saw her anymore. I looked at the flower on my hand making me gripped it tightly.

"Wait!", I called out the nurse making her turned around.

"Yes?",she looked at me but then frowned when I handed her the flower.

"I want you to give that to Ms. Sophia Calixte." I asked her.

She nodded before asking me, "But, who are you? Are you her family? She never have any visitors though." she asked me, probably curious when suddenly I showed up.

My hand clenched when I heard tye fact that she never had any visitors even one. I sighed, "Just tell her..."

You have your son here.

I will take care of you once all of my problem settled.

Please get well soon.

I love you, mom.

But then, my mouth can't said those words."Tell her that I'm just one of her office mate and get well soon."

The nurse nodded her head before entered the room again."Sophia, there's someone send this beautiful flower for you."

I saw she didn't respond anything at first but she turned her body making me hide myself behind the door quickly so she won't saw me standing outside of her room.

"What? A flower?"she asked, and that was the first time in these years I heard her angelic voice.

The nurse answered,"Yeah, he said he was one of your office mate."