The Red Shoes ~ Zerrie au

Chapter 7: Payback

Perrie's POV

Cleo was determind to get payback, personally I didn't want to be caught up in all of this but she has left me no choice but to be in it. I'm sure she could be doing something better with her time then tomenting me.

Zayn and I are heading out to the movies tonight because is Sunday, we get the day off of classes. Not that I was doing classes anyway. I have another week left till the call back but to be on the safe side im only dancing outside of classes not in classes. I head down the hall to Zayn's dorm, since we heaing to the movies. I knock on the door to see Ricky.

"Hey Perrie." Ricky smiles.

"Hey, is Zayn here?" I ask him.

"No he went with Cleo to the cafe." Ricky tells me. He what? She probably pressured him into it. I'm sure its nothing big. Zayn wouldn't cheat.

"Ok thanks." I smile. He smiles back and closes the door. I start to think of all the possiblitiies. I only get the end of the hall before I break down in tears. I slide down the wall and huddle my legs to my chest. He has done it before but he said he wouldn't go back to her. I just couldn't convince myself of that. 

I cried my eyes out till there was nothing left to cry. I heard some laughing and looked up. I saw Cleo and Zayn walking down the stairs hand in hand. Cleo spotted me first and basically just laughed even harder. I got up and walk down the other end of the hall, wiping away the dry tears.

"Perrie wait!" I hear Zayn yell.

"Piss off Malik." I spit before turning the corner.

"I can explain." His hand caught my wirst but I just pulled it away. I wasn't falling for it this time. Last time this happened I basically jumped back into his arms. This time I'm making him fight for me if he really wants me.

"Don't bother." I sob and continue walking.

"Perrie." He pleads.

"Just stop! You are obviously better off with Cleo anyway." I snap.

"Can we just talk please? It isn't what it looks like." He says. I stop at the end of hall. Fumming with anger. I spin on my heal to look at him. I slowly walk back to his with anger across my face.

"Enlighten me then." I say in one of those sarcasic tones. But he just stands there choking on his own words not able to get one out.

"That's what I thought." I snicker. Just before I walk down the hall his arm catches mine causing me to turn around and face him. But instead of facing him our lips connect and I feel the sparks. My legs go weak. I can't take it anymore. I kiss him back. We back up against the wall as the kiss deepens. My back against the wall as his hands roam my body. 

I didn't realise we were outside my dorm till Zayn opened the door behind me and closed it with his foot. Jade went home for the weekend because her uncle died so it isn't like she was int he room. Zayn and I backed up till I was aginst the wall again. It felt so wrong and so right all at the same time.

His hands slide up my shirt. I did nothing to stop him and in the next 10 mintues we were in bed with nothing on. I'm pretty sure it was against school rules but for some reason I can't bring myself to stop him.

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I lay there next to Zyn still wearing nothing. He just took my virginity. That was our first time. I would have thought that to be more romantic, but I still had this feeling inside me that he just took advantage of me. I didn't want to believe it but I saw him with Cleo he went and had sex with me. I sit up and put my bra and undies back on.

"No, lay down again." Zayn pleads.

"No, I need time to think." I slip my shorts and shirt on again.

"About what? Because I can honestly tell you that I'm not with Cleo. I love you." He whispers the last part. Niether of us have said that before but it hit me hard. He loves me, but I still don't believe it.

"I just had make up sex with you after I caught you with Cleo and now you say love me." I hold my head in my hands and break down into an emotional wreck again.

"Hey, look im sorry. But i suggest we still go to the movies." He says rubbing my back. I turn to see him slip his boxers back on and then the rest of his clothes. I look at the clock and it says 6pm. I guess it is still ok to go out. I kind of wonder what happened to Cleo after Zayn ran after me.

"Alright let's go." I quickly fix up my hair by throwing it into a ponytail then I pat Zayn's hair back down before we walk out of the dorm hand in hand. I lean into his chest and then it hits me. I am way to forgiving.

"Little slut got Zayn back." I hear Cleo's voice as we pass Zayn's dorm. Wait, Zayn's dorm. Zayn opens the door to see Ricky with Cleo up against the wall and they were both naked. I guess they were going at it too.

"Get out!" Cleo yells. Zayn slams the door shit and we run down the hall.

"What the actual fuck?" I say once we are out on the street.

"I didn't know that her and Ricky liked each other." Zayn says.

"I don't think they do. I think Cleo's just in it for the sex." I tell Zayn.

"She has kind always been like that. That's why she never got it from me." He says.

"So are you a- or were a virgin?" I ask him. He nods.

"So that was your first?" I ask.

"Yeah why, was I bad compared to your others?" He asks.

"No, I had never done it before then either because my life revolved around dancing." I tell him.

"Do your legs hurt?" He asks.

"Yeah, but being a dancer, you cope with pain really well." I laugh. My legs are actually killing me. Zayn scopes me up and walks down the street with me in his arms bridle style till we reach the movie theatre. Best day of my life.

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A/N

Well Cleo calling Perrie a slut when she went and slept with Ricky. Disgraceful. Anyway hope you liked it. Zayn and Perrie had their first time, the little cuties. A little out of the ordinary but anyway. Perrie needs to work on her frgiveness skills, she forgives to easy.

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