The Nervous & The Cocky

"SINGLE MANLY TEAR"

Luke's POV

Everything is great, the band is amazing, we're taking on the world, everything is perfect. The band have been so good to me, they've been my best friends for years; which is why I can't come out to the eldest and tell him that I love him. 

Ashton had always been more protective and sweet to me- this is probably because I am the youngest at 17 and the 'small baby' of the group. But sometimes I want to stare into those deliciously deep hazel eyes, although I know he wouldn't stare back into my dull blue eyes. Why would he anyway? He is straight as a plank for gods sake.

"Ash?" I was rudely awoken by the Maori boy's loud ass voice, I felt an immense weight on my chest as struggled to breath. 

"Michael, get off of me" I complained, pushing the red head as hard as I could with my noodle arms and the fact that he was crushing my lungs was not helping.

I shoved again trying to move his fat ass, this time him falling to the floor with a loud "FUCK" coming from him.

Through the corner of my eye I noticed Calum twitch as if the harsh word accompanied by a grunt had affected him, losing all interest in the whereabouts of our drummer. Strange.

As I sat up straight on the black material sofa the sound of heavy footsteps caught my attention from the bottom of the stair case. My head snapped towards the noise hoping it was Ash since he was the only one that lived here not in eye line but it was the last person I wanted to see.

"Why are you here?" I asked a bit too harshly, Even though I don't particularly like her. She stole my man.

Halsey looks up at me with a face of both shock and a sort of smugness, as if she knew something I didn't, But I know exactly what her and Ashton get up to.

"Oh hey there Luke, I'm just here to see Ashy" She replied easily, As she disappeared up the stairs with her abnormally large feet and perfect hair. Why couldn't I have been born a girl? Maybe then I'd have a chance.

I sighed and dramatically threw my head back, As a single, manly tear slipped past the brim of my eye, Noticing Michael and Calum were nowhere to be seen.

A/N: nxt will be longr, cba, thx boo xx