Lawless x Depressed Reader

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This is requested by Mikumiku17 

(Y/N) POV

As I walked my way home, I thought back about what happened during school that day. I sighed, feeling dejected and silently hoped the sleeping hedgehog in my school bag wouldn't wake up and start questioning me about what happened during school like a naggy mother.

*flashback*

"You're so ugly, no one wants you!"

"Ugh, she's so fat, she'd never get a boyfriend!"

"Unlike us, we're so fabulous!"

The mean trio started laughing at their snide remarks, not bothering to care about how emotionally hurt I was.

I looked down onto the floor, silently crying as a single tear slipped down my cheek. 

No one would like me...they are right...not even Lawless...

*end of flashback*

I stopped in front of my house and unlocked the door without saying a word or bothering to wake Lawless up to inform him that we were home. I immediately placed my bag onto the sofa and ran to the bathroom with my pencil case. I deserve all the pain there is in the world...because I'm useless...

Lawless' POV

I woke up and shuffled my way out of (Y/N)'s bag. "(Y/N), where are you?" I asked in my cute whiny hedgehog voice, looking around when I noticed (Y/N) had disappeared. I crawled off the sofa and transformed into my vampire form. "(Y/N)?" I called once more. Nope, no reply. I started  panicking. Oh dear, where is she?

(Y/N)'s POV

I heard Lawless calling for me but I ignored it. I took out the penknife I always carried with me and started crying silently. I deserved it... Without a second thought I used the penknife to slit my wrist, again and again, bitting my lip to refrain from crying out in pain. After all, I deserved it...

Lawless' POV

I looked around the house and came across the locked bathroom door. No one else was in the house except for the both of us, unless... "(Y/N)!" I shouted, banging the door, wanting to get her attention. No reply still. I put my ear closer to the door and heard a soft crying sound. I kicked the door open and found (Y/N) on the floor, a penknife in hand. Her left wrist was being slitted open, multiple of times as I witnessed her blood flowing down her arm. I resisted the urge to lick it away for her and instead sat beside her, looping an arm around her hoping that my presence was enough to comfort her. She leaned slightly against me and cried. "(Y/N), what happened?" I asked, concerned for my Eve. She explained to me all her problems in school and how she doesn't deserve to live. "(Y/N), look at me." I said, grabbing her by the shoulders. She looked at me, I could see all the sadness in her eyes. "You are not useless. Without you I'd have no idea where I'd be. Besides, don't leave me like Ophelia did, please." I pleaded. She looked at me for a minute then she nodded. I hugged her, cradling her in my arms.

 "Promise me that you won't do anything silly again." I said.

"I won't." She promised and snuggled into my chest, giving me a warm feeling called love. 

(Y/N)'s POV

I smiled softly, feeling safe in his arms. It was then I realised that I meant the world to him, as much as how he meant the world to me.

((I'm sorry if it's bad or anything. I tried.))

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