apologies • yunchan

Chapter 1

Chanwoo

"Hyung! Please don't leave me!"
"I don't love you anymore"
"Hyung! Please! I-I'll do anything just please don't go!"
"Get off of me! I said I don't love you anymore! I found someone better whose not clingy and annoying as you are"
"H-H-Hyung...."
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I finally woke up. It was another nightmare. Ever since hyung left, I haven't slept properly. I always dream about him. I stared blankly at the ceiling. Hoping with all the little hope I have left that hyung will go back. That he will open ou- my apartment door and hug me tight just like what he used to do. I did not realize that I was crying when I felt hot tears running down my neck. After about an hour of sobbing, I decided to skip breakfast. I'm used to eat. Ever since he left, I never ate properly let alone even eating.

Yunhyeong
"Hey baby", I greeted Donghyuk.
"Oh, hey baby. How was work?", he said and pecked my cheek.
"Stressful, just like any other day. But I'm happy right now since I finally get to spend time with my baby", I said and pecked his lips.
"When did you get this sappy? I like it though", he said while giggling.
It's been about 3 years since me and Donghyuk have been living together. We have a cozy apartment. Small but it's enough for the two of us. If we get a bigger apartment, it feels empty. My train of thoughts was interrupted when I received a text message from Hanbin.
(a/n: the bold text is Yunhyeong while the normal is Hanbin)

Hanbiniiiii

Hey hyung!
Hey Hanbin
So, me and Jinhwan wanted to invite you to Junhoe's birthday. It's just a small gathering. It will be celebrated in his club. He closed his club just for us!
Wait, today is his birthday? I'm such a terrible hyung! I forgot that today is his birthday
It's okay hyung! as long as you come celebrate with us I'm sure you can make it up to him
I still haven't bought a present though. What time is the party?
It's 7. You have about 2 hours before the party starts, go buy now!
Is it okay if I bring Donghyuk?
Sure? I mean who would mind right?
Okay! See you soon!
Bye Hyung!
(end of text)

God, how can I forget that today is Junhoe's birthday?

"Baby, today is Junhoe's birthday and there's a party at his club at 7. Let's get ready and buy him a gift!"
"Sure baby"
We got ready and went straight to the mall. I wonder what Junhoe would like? Does he like video games? It's been a while since I have spoken with them. After a long long time of thinking, I decided to give him some non-chucks since it's been a while since I saw him using one and having one. When we were about to go to the exit of the mall, I saw someone staring at us. He's tall but I can't see his face. Weird. We got into our car and drove to the Junhoe's club. Tonight's gonna be lit!
When we went inside the club, we were greeted by a very hyper Hanbin.
"Hey hyung and Donghyuk! GUYS YUNHYEONG HYUNG AND DONGHYUK HAVE FINALLY ARRIVED!"
We were then greeted by our friends. Jinhwan hugged us, Bobby patted my back and the birthday boy himself, Junhoe, gave us a tight hug.
"Hyung! You finally arrived! Where's Chanu though? Aren't you—"
My smile faded when I heard that name. I heard Jinhwan whisper to Junhoe.
"Idiot, they have broken up years ago", Jinhwan tried to whisper to Junhoe yet everyone can hear.
"Really? Sad"
I looked at Donghyuk to see if he's fine. He looked like it did not affect him at all.
"Hey baby, are you alright?"
"Oh, yes baby! Never knew you haven't told Junhoe yet"
"I'm sorry baby", I said and pecked his lip
"Uhmm.. not to interrupt your lovey-dovey moment but it's time for the birthday boy to blow the candles!"
We gathered in the counter and sang happy birthday.
"SAENGIL CHUKHA HAMNIDA!", we all greeted when Junhoe finally blew the candles. We were cheering when we heard the door opening and closing. And there, standing is none other than my ex, Chanwoo.
"Yo! Chanwoo-yah! You finally arrived! You missed me blowing the candles!", Junhoe exclaimed while running to Chanwoo and giving him a tight embrace. He smiled a bit but it did not reach his ears. They all greeted Chanwoo except for me and Donghyuk. We were quiet and just standing there watching them.
"It's been so long since we saw you Chanu! It's like what? 3 years since we last seen each other!"
"Y-yeah", Chanwoo said to Bobby.

Chanwoo
Shit, he's here. Of course he would be here. He's Junhoe's friend after all. Why did I have not think of that? I greeted them all trying to look optimistic even though deep inside I'm in pain seeing Yunhyeong-hyung with someone else.
When they finally divert their attention to the cake, I went to the furthest seat available so no one can talk to me. I can't speak knowing the love of my life having fun with someone else. I know I'm being selfish and that I should be happy for him but I just can't. When they were all eating, I decided to just go home.
"Hey Junhoe, thanks for inviting me but I.. uhmm... I have some homework to finish. Is that okay?"
"Of course Chanu! Thank you for th gift by the way! Thank you for coming as well!", he hugged me and I hugged back.
"See you soon Junhoe! Happy birthday", I said and went to the door. When I'm outside, tears began to fall. I held back my tears since I went inside. It's hard. While I'm walking, I bowed my head so no one can see me crying and sobbing. He grabbed his phone and texted the old number of his past lover.

My love 

I'm sorry I'm not enough hyung

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a/n: So, this is a new story! I really got into iKON and I'm officially an iKONIC! I really like YunChan! The Twins! Hope you liked the story!