I let my grasp on reality sink,
And let myself drown.
I know I must swim,
Upwards-
And yet, I sink
Downwards
Against my better thinking.
I'm stupid.
Bah! I know I am.
Letting my mind override with
Curiosity before it's too late
To investigate.
I'm crazy.
Ahm... Maybe.
Letting myself waste away for a destructive future,
I realize that
Procrastination is indeed a thief.
But I let it sneak
Into my mind
And infact, welcome it.
Let it linger in my mind,
as my will-power slacks off,
and I let myself "enjoy",
Even though I know
That too much of anything
Will do worse
than it could
Have ever benefited.
Maybe one day I'll
Try to go back to the surface.
Maybe that day will be
Tomorrow or today.
But until then, I'll
Continue feeding my desires
And my curious nature
Again and again...
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(until I'm obese and can't move due to it... Probably)
