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6. Push and Pull

| Jiwoo's POV |

What is this weird feeling?! Why am I so hot now?!
"Are you okay,Jiwoo?" Somin turned to me.
"I-I-I--" I stuttered.
Somin covered Jackson's eyes and moved her face closer to mine. I lightly pouted and our lips touched again. That was.... Amazing.... I needed more. I grabbed her cheeks and kissed her back. Jackson looked so happy like he was shipping us. I was enjoying her cherry sweet lips so much now. U-Until she slipped her tongue into my mouth.
"What the heck,Somin?!" I pushed her away.
She looked confused as she turned her head on a side a little so she looked like a cute puppy. My face turned brightly red and I tried to place my palms on her cute cheeks and pull her into a kiss again. But she slapped my hands and stood up.
"S-Somin I---" I tried to grab her sleeve.
"-Don't talk to me" she hissed.
"I--"
"Stop!"
"Somin!"
"Please!" she turned to me. She was crying.
"Somin..." I grabbed her hands.
"No! No..." she sobbed and pulled away.
"Come here.... I'm sorry..." I hugged her.
"Baby..." she sobbed.
"Please... Stop crying. I didn't want to make you cry..." I pressed her tightly to me. She was still crying in my shoulder.
"Hush hush...." I tried to comfort her.
After a while she stoped crying and just cuddled to me. I held her around her waist. I felt so weird.
'I-is this l-love?" I asked myself.
"I'm sorry... I didn't want to be harsh... I... I'm just confused..." I blushed.
"You don't have to be,my baby" she looked up at me and smiled.
"W-Wait" I blushed and wiped away the tears still running down her cheeks. Why was she so damn beautiful?!
She pulled me into a kiss again.
"So delicious" I said in it.
"The best treat I ever had" she replied and we continued the kiss.
Then the door of Mattew's room opened and he walked out. Somin rapidly pushed me away so he didn't notice.
"Huh? Anything wrong?" he asked.
"E-Everything is okay" Somin stuttered.
"Y-Yea" I faked a grin.
He walked to the kitchen and Somin grabbed my sleeve and leaded me to her room.
We sat on her bed and just stared at the floor.
"Umm..." I gulped.
"Would you like to have a talk or just make out?" she asked.
"I would do both but I'm more hungry for the number two" I replied.
"Okay" she said. She moved me on her lap and kissed me. Her hands were on my waist and mine were around her neck. The kisses were long and passionate. She tried to do the tongue thing again and I let her in. It was even better now. It made me moan a little and my conscience forced me to push her away. Again....
"What are you doing,babe?" she asked.
"I--I-" I murmuted and ran to my room.
I laid in the sheets and hugged my llama plush. I know... I'm still such a kid. But it's my favourite toy in my room. I told it all my secrets and it always listenes to me.
"I don't know what to do.... I don't know what this is... I'm so confused!" I shouted into it,pressing my face in it's belly. Tears started running down my cheeks. I turned back to the door and stared from a window.
I heared the door slowly open and someone's hands gently whraping around me.
"Why are you crying,Jiwoo yah...?" I recognized the soft girl voice.
"Somin ssi..." I sobbed and pressed the llama even closer.
"Here,open your mouth baby." she smiled. I turned my head at her and she put a lollipop in my mouth.
"No one can cry while eating candy" she grined. I turned over to her and started crying again. She hugged me and asked worried : "Baby what's so wrong???"
"You're so kind to me" I cried, "And I was so mean!"
"It's okay.... Hush...." she stroked my hair.
"I'm so sorry!" I cried loudly again.
"Babe... I will love you no matter what" she grabbed my cheeks.
"Y-You... Do l-l-love m-me...?" I sobbed.
"Yes!" she kissed me, "And I will never stop!"
I was even more stressed now. She wiped the tears off my cheeks with her tongue. My face turned red and she just whispered : "So cuute"
'Maybe... I love her too'