I swear the darkness is taking control. I'm trying to fight it trust me im trying so hard. Im scared i know it's gonna take over eventually but i don't want it to. I don't get why it decided to come at a time like this. I'm happy im having a great time I'm with the one i love then all of a sudden I have locked myself in the bathroom upset and crying. Regretting how much of a bitch i am. Regretting that i take everyone who loves me for granted. It crushes me it really does. I hate it. I hate how i do things i regret. One day the darkness will take over i promise you.
