Don't judge me. (book one)

chapter two

okay! okay...maybe I'm being overdramatic here I mean there's bound to be another girl around here or at least for some to show up.
I am chill.
so when I finally came out of my daze and this dark brown dude walked up to me. part of me wanted to take the easy way out and say "I have a boyfriend." but knowing my best friend is gonna blab about me being a virgin with no boyfriend.
to a bunch of young guys who look like they planing because they eyes never left me and my suitcase.
"uh hi," I said awkwardly."I'm new here, well technically, we are all new here but you know I-" I stumbled and tripped over my words like a kid who just got caught stealing feeling how hot my face was I just stayed quiet the floor was so interesting. the gorgeous marble floor is so sexy with my black heels. it was shiny.
I was snapped out of my thoughts because this really light skin boy with curly hair and blue eyes said stupid and look at his phone and started riding off on his skateboard.

the need to dominate rushed over me I shoved him off his skate broad and I dug my heel into the middle snapped it in half.
"now,'' I said calmly like the mad black female I am. I felt my eyes darken and I grabbed him by his collar. His blue eyes showed fear and confusion but he quickly hid it behind anger. "I wasn't throwing insulting words at you but you wanna play the game of pricks and seven bricks so I would be more than happy to play with you." A few of the boys chuckled and went back to there own business while the one who called me stupid grabbed another skateboard and road off.
I waited and waited for the chase to come back and eventually he did but with another person who isn't female. I continued playing with my fingers as he surveyed the room and groaned."Why did I just know Y'all weren't gonna introduce yourself." He cleared his throat about to introduced himself or so I thought."alright, This is my best friend and big sister arisuka akashiya or more. She goes by both." I practically screamed OOF, I did it was inside my head though. The look on my face had to be funny because they were hehe-ing and haha-ing. Man,well at least he didn't say- "And the closet she's got to see a dick is from porn I had to show because she has overprotective parents and the closet she's got to touching someones dick is from kneeling people in the balls and punching them in the shit while they driving." At this point my face was hot but everyone was laughing the tension had died down a lot.I actually smiled a genuine smile. I was happy anyone can see." she hasn't had a boyfriend during the eighteen years of her life.Shes just my shy virgin dorky sister and I love her." For a moment just a moment, I felt like I felt the same way about him but I didn't. It was much too complex.I stood up and poured myself some brandy. I kept it in my bag for emergency purposes but I just wanna have some fun.

"Well since he introduced me I shall introduce him." I smiled standing in front of every one cup in hand. The drink took away all shyness and all that was left was the part of that was hidden behind my family-friendly persona."My beloved chaise...IS A FUCKING DICK." some of them jumped a little even chase they all started laughing but I couldn't help but noticed one chuckling he didn't jump he just stared at me with a mask. odd right? He was wearing all black.

"Lemme tell you about how I met chase. I'm in sixth grade so is chase we are fresh out of elementary. I was a weird kid I was the one who had boobs because I saw chubby they were tiny a-cups alright even then my hips were bigger and my ass was really round. I was the only kid who thought I was cute I didn't think I was beautiful though.so I was the ugly one the one who always got bullied the one who had no friends it's a normal day in the class right. I'm drawing on a sheet of paper humming teacher is talking no one is listening to her everyone is talking about whatever the class ends and chase walks up to me smiling evilly like a big bitch." They started laughing harder." a big bitch so he has his clique behind him. I had a big crush on him but I wasn't gonna let him hurt my feelings by bushing so I looked down. He said in his pubescent voice." will you go out with me."
Guess what I did. I told the crowd smirking I said no.
Chase gasped fakely but my attention wasn't on him it was on the boy in the back he smirked at me as if he was picturing the sassy ten-year-old. I said and laughed " no thank you.if it looks talk smell and acts like a player he's a player. There's a lot of girls who want your attention to ask them that one over there gave three guys head I bet she was good enough." The bitch laughed and said at least I get some fat bitch I just ignored her ignorance. But then, then this little mother fucker named chase said "she's smart for a fat bitch. Who the hell would wanna date you!? You are ugly retarded and fat you sing all the time you are fucking annoying no matter how many books you read you'll never" I didn't hear what else he said never did anyone else all that could be heard was a loud smack. Yep, I bitch slapped that hoe. " at this point people had tears in their eyes they were falling out of there seats. Saying she wild man and that bitch psycho don't fuck with her. I had bruises on my stomach and he had a black eye and a busted lip. After I said the injury they laughed harder. "We were best friends ever since."

Chase said "ha that's all you got to embarrass me." So I smirked at him very evilly "alright guys one more story."