Don't judge me. (book one)

chapter one

I was having a lovely dream. There was this hot ass chocolate boy now I don't normally have wet dreams or anything like that which is surprising because all I do is daydream about lewd things but I don't normally have them.sadly, it all came to a halt when I felt myself being a shake.

"oh my god no.'' I moaned out."no not now please.'

I heard my father's strong Jamaican voice.

"wake up darling." he pushed me gently.

''Papi por favor no me despiertes." I whined.

I felt me being picked up and taken down some stairs my father was a kind gentle man he was awfully sweet he could show so serious tough love my mother was out a lot so he raised me more than anyone else. ''sweet papito.'' I nuzzled into his arms I fell asleep he sat me on the sofa and brought me some food.

today was my first day at the academy training with papa was extremely hard I mean he pulls no punches.

he slapped me into a brick wall and continued to fight me. I think the fuck not and I was 16 then so yea trying with daddy is hard. I pouted at the memory.

"psycho.' my little sister ran downstairs and hugged my leg.

'' ello claireis.''

'' it's clairy.'' she whined

'I know your name sweetheart.'' I smiled at her she's adorable.

after dad made my 18th birthday breakfast I went upstairs to change there's a meeting for the academy its a very small academy but I wanna go there because my friend is a teacher actually has the only teacher. my dad was skeptical at first but my puppy dog eyes are killer. I was looking in the mirror I covered the bruises on my soft brown skin and looked into my deep pools of chocolate aka my eyes.

i'm ugly as fuck.

once I was dressed I couldn't help but think about that dream. I bit my lip so hard as my legs twitched softly I felt my hands wander and just when I was so close to my clit.

"ARISUKA!!'i heard someone scream my god damn name.

'mmm fuck!!'' I stamped my foot and I storm downstairs.

''what do you-whaaa?''

i come down the stairs and see my brother aka my best friend aka my fucking teacher sitting there looking like a good blood rushed to my face faster than moms tryna find a prom dress two weeks before. He isnt my actual brother so good its less awkward this ass is cocky he can never no i like him besides he'd never look at me like that but damn this dude.

i noticed he was staring me at me as well probably to tell to go changed but no he just keep staring so my cocky ass said.

'' see something ya' like."

damn it ari that was rude.

'' I should be saying that to you." i looked up and he was stairing at his phone.

what....but i....huh

my loving mother smiled and pat me on the back.

I whimpered in defeat. We said the same thing but his charm is something i cannot seem to understand hes such a butt. After papa nearly had a heart attack from my outfit,we left to the group meeting. 

''Now when we get there you are going to be caught off guard. I'll have to leave for a while so I'm dropping you off everyone else is there. I'm sure they're doing whatever in there respective places and I've gathered your bags you aren't going back home anytime soon.'' he spoke after a while.

''boi are you trying to kidnap me.'' I joked.

his eyes darken and he got really serious.

so me being the 18yr I am. I punched him in the dick while he was driving. I watched him cry and scream the whole ride when we pulled up to the fighting hall he shoved me out the car glaring at me and I just laughed harder.

I walked into the hall and I'm talking slow mo bad bitch walk hips swings and my braids bouncing with each step and only far people were here. what the fuck I knew the school would be small but not this small. oh, my god, they are all incredibly hot dudes.

yessssssssssssssssssssssss!!! my life is officially awesome. wait where are the other girls am i gonna get rape