KACIE

Chapter One

Kacie's point of view:

    Standing at the middle of two lover's point facing the one I love. I looked at him as if he just broken my heart. Which he has actually did from the very start. The very start when he told me that "he miss her".

Flashback

  I was in a hurry to meet , Zack Even , my boyfriend who I have been dating for about 6 months by now. He told me to meet him at the two lover point, since that is where he is by now.

It took me about 10 minutes to get to our destination, while riding the bus. As, I got down I searched for him.

  2 minutes I have found him. Standing in the middle of two lover's point. Where the two statues were standing. I ran up to him and while I was almost half way. He looked up and saw me running.

    But, while I was running towards him. He seems off like he wasn't himself. His smile wasn't plastered on his face like it has always have been.

    As I got to him, he took my hand and went to the railing that was facing the ocean.

  It was so quiet except for all those terrorist that where just lounging around the area that we we're in.

   " I got something to say to you, Kacie." Zack said, while he face the view in front of us.

   " I have been thinking lately..." He paused while he looked back towards me. " And, to be honest..."

" Wait," I said, cutting him off. " Is it about her?".

  1 minute has passed.
Than, 3 minute later.
I can't keep up any longer.

" It is her am I right?" I said, with my voice going so low.

  " Yes"  Zack said, while hanging his head low.

  For a second I thought time has stopped. But, then I realized that he is still in love with her. No matter how hard I try to make him forget. No matter how hard I try not to think of it. She is always in his head and heart. There wasn't a place for me within him. He doesn't love me like I have love him.

Flashback ended

   And, to be honest I was heartbroken. It made me feel like I'm useless for some reason. But, I guess first love never fails to turn back again.

Turning towards the ocean with tears already flowing down my cheeks. I whispered, " Why". I thought he didn't hear me, but I guess he heard. Since, he looked at me.

Not bothering to face him. I just let my tears flow freely. Not caring that I let my emotions show all over the place.

    Having a little bit of courage in myself. I face him while trying to fake a smile.

Key word " Trying"

   I said," I get it. I get that she will always be in your heart. But, I just wanted to say is that," facing the ocean once again," I'm sorry if I'm not her. I'm sorry if I'm not like your past lover. Sorry if I miss understood the things you said to me. I know I wasn't enough, at least I tried to be."

   After, I said that to him. I covered my face with my hands and started to turn around. Ready to leave this place.

   "  I'm sorry, Kacie. I'm honestly sorry. I have lead you on, while my mind was thinking about her." Zack said, while tears start to flow down his cheeks.

   " She is always in my head. She always remain in my heart."

   Facing him I saw that he was slowly crumbling. And, all I ever wanted to do was just to hug him and tell him that everything will be alright. But, if I said that it will be a damn huge lie. Cause, right now everything wasn't alright.

  " So, tell me now Zack. Do I have a place in your heart like she does? Because, I don't think so. While, we dated all my ' I love you' all my ' I miss you' and all that. Those words were never a lie. I love you so damn much. So, tell me do I have a place in your heart? " I said.

" You do have a place in my heart."

" Really?... I am not saying that you should forget her. I'm saying is for you to let her go.  She isn't here."

" I'm sorry "

" No, I can't take another sorry anymore." While looking at him," Sorry, but I have to go, goodbye Zack."

   Walking towards the exit I turned back and said," And, if I had a place in your heart , then you shouldn't have been thinking about her."

After, I said that... I looked at those dark chocolate eyes that I have love once. I can see that he was in pain.

Pain because of her.
Pain because of love
And, pain because of me.

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To be continued...

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