This is about someone who is having an internal conflict with themsleves, i will put their tohughts in bold so you can understand it better :)
DON'T PUT THE SPOTLIGHT ON ME
I'LL BREAK IT ANYWAY
Leave it there, I deserve it for once
DON'T TAKE MY PICTURE
I'M TO UGLY
I haven't taken one in years
NO! I CAN'T WEAR SHORT SLEEVES
THEY'RE FRESH FROM LAST NIGHT
AFTER YOU LEFT ME
I want someone to notice how broken I am
LEAVE ME ALONE!
I'M FINE
I'm really not! HELP ME
