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"We need to break up with you, Justin" you whispered, tears streaming down your face.

"Why (y/n)? I will be there for you, I always am. Please dont do this to me, to us" he pleaded but you had your mind set. Justin was always at work at you never got to see him. He missed you date night again, leaving you at the dinner table with 2 plates of cold food. It hurt you that he couldn’t take one evening off but you understand he has work and thats fine, but not if you are the one getting hurt. He always said he lost track of time but that is such bullshit when that is constantly his excuse.

"Justin, it hurts me. I can’t be in a relationship where my feelings get battered. I can’t just wait here for you because i never know if you are coming. It is for the best. you can focus on your career more and i won’t hold you back." you said, getting ready to leave.

"You dont hold me back" he said, grabbing your arms and twisting you around.

"I do Justin and you know it. You are much happier in the studio than with me and thats fine but dont act like its not true. I understand if you dont want to come home for our date night but at least tell me like a gentleman and dont keep me waiting"

"I lost track of time"

"Dont lie to me please, just give me the true"

"Fine, I forgot ok. I am really stressed at work and have a lot going on. I dont have the time to have a date night every week!"

"And I am making it easier for you by leaving." He grabbed your face and kissed you so hard but you refused to kiss back. You pulled away and turned away.

"(y/n), wait.."

"Bye, Justin" you said before leaving.

-1 month later-

It have been a month of hell being without Justin. You had a massive whole in your heart. You were constantly crying and feeling sorry for yourself. Justin had probably been in the studio so his mind was pre-occupied. Your friends were worrying about you so forced you to go shopping today. You did your make up and hair, put on some shorts and a top and left the house. It was you first breath of fresh air in ages.

You had been in the shopping centre for 2 hours now. You had bought a bikini for summer while your friend had bought a few tops and a pair of shoes. You decided to go to Starbucks to get a drink.

"Can I have 2 vanilla frappuccinos with cream please" you told the women behind the counter.

"Will that be everything?"

"Yes thank you"

"Go wait over there for your drinks" she said as your phone buzzed. You walked over reading your text messages when you bumped into someone.

"Oops, sorry" you said politely, hoping that they wouldn’t be mad. You looked up a froze.

"Its ok" Justin said, before turning around and freezing too as he saw you. You both stared at each other until someone interrupted you.

"Justy, who is that?" This blonde haired girl wrapped her arms around his waist, snatching both of you out of your gazes.

"Oh, sorry" you said

"Dont be sorry" Justin said, making your heart flutter. It hurt being left by yourself all the time but you truly loved him. To be honest, it hurt more knowing he had moved on.

"Hi. I am Stephanie, Justin’s girlfriend" the girl barged past Justin and held her hand out for me to shake.

"I gathered. Dont worry, I am just an old friend." I said, trying to hold back the tears. How had he moved on so quickly? I straightened my face, not wanting him to see my emotions.

"2 vanilla frappuccinos" the man called out

"Yes" I said, grabbing them quickly wanting to get out of here immediately. I thanked the man and looked over to my friend and signalled to her to get ready to leave. 

"You two have fun" I said to Justin and Stephanie, and raced out the door.

I approached my friend and let the tears fall.

"(y/n), dont be upset. You are way too good for him anyway. I could tell he didn’t really like her, she was so dominating. I think we should leave. Give me your drink and wipe away the tears. You have cried way too many for that man" she said, trying to cheer me up. I handed her my drink and wiped away the tears. I was not going to cry anymore. He has moved on and so do I.

We walked out to the car and i was just about to open my door to get in when i was turned around and pushed against the side of the car. It was Justin. I looked at Justin in the eyes and they were full of love but with a hint of sadness.

"Jus-"

I felt the familiar sensation in my stomach as he crashed his lips against mine. I kissed back immediately, putting all my love into the kiss.

"I love you (y/n) and i never want to let you go. I promise to make an extra effort in our relationship because the last month has been the worst in my life. I missed you so much, please say you want to give us another go."

I wrapped my arms around his neck as he placed his hands on my hips. I brought his lips close to mine,

"I would love too" you muttered, before reattaching your lips.

"Good" he said against you lips

"I love you"

"I love you too"

And my heart was whole again

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