Why must you say things that hurt me?
Don't lie I know you know!
I may not be the prettiest, smartest, kindest, strongest
Girl in the world but I do know something
I do not deserve the pain you have caused me.
Why do I still love you?
Why can't I hate you?
Even if it is for a couple minutes
The pain in my heart is unbearable, unspoken, but
Yet so strong and painful
Why can't I just surrender?
I know that you don't care so
Why do I?
I know you will never love me
Why do I still hope?
All of this pain, suffering and sadness
Needs to go away and never
Return
I still lay here all alone in the dark
Waiting and hoping that you apologize
Take those words back
I can't say goodbye
I will always still love you but over
Time it will slowly die
I need to sleep but yet I feel so
Lonely in my bed all by myself I need
Someone or something to be with me
To keep me company and safe
Pain is strong but I am stronger
I will get through this
I will win this battle
I will finally be free of the "monster"
I will be at peace , I will fell no
Pain
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