Pain

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Why must you say things that hurt me?

Don't lie I know you know!

I may not be the prettiest, smartest, kindest, strongest

Girl in the world but I do know something

I do not deserve the pain you have caused me.

Why do I still love you?

Why can't I hate you?

Even if it is for a couple minutes

The pain in my heart is unbearable, unspoken, but 

Yet so strong and painful

Why can't I just surrender?

I know that you don't care so 

Why do I?

I know you will never love me

Why do I still hope?

All of this pain, suffering and sadness 

Needs to go away and never 

Return

I still lay here all alone in the dark

Waiting and hoping that you apologize

Take those words back 

I can't say goodbye 

I will always still love you but over 

Time it will slowly die 

I need to sleep but yet I feel so 

Lonely in my bed all by myself I need 

Someone or something to be with me 

To keep me company and safe

Pain is strong but I am stronger 

I will get through this 

I will win this battle

I will finally be free of the "monster"

 I will be at peace , I will fell no 

Pain

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