Michael Jackson Imagines [Under Editing]

The Blades

[**Warning guys. This is another depressing imagine that brewed up in my dark dark mind. Read at your own risk**]

It's been half an hour since Michael picked me up and brought me home from school

The teacher dismissed me for the day after I got caught in the girl's bathroom, cutting myself

She took my blades away. Threw them in the toilet bowl and flushed it away. I gotta get new ones. I'm not gonna survive without em

I was quiet the whole ride home. I went straight upstairs into our room and now, I'm on our bed hugging my knees to my chest

I was silent. I haven't spoken a single word. Even when I got caught earlier. All my responses where nods, head shakes and tears.

Everyone knew about my current state.

I think I even saw my bullies evilly giggling at me as the teacher and Michael was escorting me out of the school gates

They were enjoying this.

They were enjoying my suffering. My pain. It was sheer bliss for them to see me like this

I deserved this.

A few tears slid down my cheek and I try to hide the sobs that were rising from my throat

I'm horrible.

Small whimpers that I fail to restrain escaped my lips. Just like always. I failed. I always fail. I'm a failure.

Tears were coming down like a waterfall, wetting my cheeks. I wipe some of them with the sleeve of my jacket which are hiding my fresh cuts from earlier

I continued my silent crying.

Until strong arms wrapped themselves around me and pulled me in for a tight hug

I can smell his wonderful scent.

I just cried harder when he hugged me, my once silent cries where now very audible and can be from across the room

He only hugs me tighter after that as he was rubbing my arm up and down to comfort me

He starts singing "I Just Can't Stop Loving You" softly in my ear and I leaned my head on him

In the middle of his beautiful singing, I turned around and hugged him and buried my face in the crook of his neck

I felt him hug me back tightly as he continues singing to me

I'm still crying. But I'm slowly calming down. I feel one of his large hands rubbing my back.

He finishes the song and just held me tightly in his arms

"Y/N" he calls my name

I didn't respond. But I know that he knows I'm listening

"Please, don't do it again. I don't know what I'd do if I lose you. I love you so much! And I can't bear the thought of losing you" he tells me and I feel him hugging you tighter

"I'm sorry" I sobbed

"Shh. Just please!" he pulled away and held my face in both his hands

"I need you. I can't live without you. I love you so much Y/N! Promise me you won't do it again!"

I slowly nodded and I leaned my forehead onto his.

"I love you" I whispered

"I love you more" he whispered back.

A/N:
Hey guys.

I'm sorry for making such a depressing imagine when I should be happy

I'm so sorry guys.

Thank you all so much!

I love you all!

Much
L.O.V.E
~Sarey33