I know I should keep away, I know I shouldn't be feeling this way. I can't help myself, in my defense I didn't plan things like this it just kinda happened. First it started off as a friendly conversation that only lasted three minutes. Then we started to talk about your dreams, your goals, your picture perfect life. Soon enough we exchanged numbers. Little did I know that was gonna be the death of me. We had our ever first phone call, lord knows how good and sweet it felt hearing my name come out of your mouth. It was so perfect, kinda like us. Every single damn time we ended the call I would crave you again I wanted to hear you beautiful voice put me to sleep and drift me away to peaceful darkness. I lust for you right this second. I want you to be here with me, hold me, care for me, love me. But we both know that can't happen. Not as long as you are with her. Yet every damn time I feel like your finally about to be mine the damn Universe throws us another reason why we shouldn't be together. It takes us steps back, I believe in whatever happens, happens and there isn't a damn thing we can do but stay happy and positive. No matter what the circumstances are ohh love of mine I'll lust for you till the end of my time.
