~Say i love you~

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Bullworth wasn't a good place, but at least was better than staying at home for Gary. He usually used to spend his time on the river near the school, it was a secret place because there's no one there, except him. That place makes him feel free, he even brought his teddybear. The teddybear was a gift of her mother, when she still loved him, it was the onliest thing which was attached most. Gary cried the first time he went there, at least only the sea listened him. While he was trailing his finger on the sand, Gary heard something behind him. He looks back, but there wasn't nothing, that place was alone like him. As he turns to draw again, a known face was in front of him. Gary jumps, as he covered the teddybear under his jacket he pouts, annoyed. "Hah, it's you." "Yeah." Jimmy replied, his gaze totally directed on Gary's jacket. "And tell me, Gary. What other type of drugs you have under there?" Gary frowns at him, he promised him he wouldn't touch drugs anymore. "It's not your business, Hopkins. Now piss off." Gary kept the bear under the jacket, if only Jimmy had the chance to see it, he'd sure made more fun of him. Because owning something important is funny. "Gary, i know how you are, you will sur-" "Enough!" Gary starts crying. "Stop! I'm not a liar! Why nobody believes me?!" He trails the bear in front of Jimmy, he didn't care anymore. Jimmy's eyes widen as they see it. Gary was saying the thruth. "It was my mom's first gift, when she still loved me." He explains, without looking at Jimmy's face. Jimmy knelt down the sand and picks the teddybear. "Gary.. i'm sorry, i thought you were using drugs again.. it's because i care of you." Gary glares at him "NO YOU DON'T! NOBODY CARES ABOUT ME!" He yells, tears covered his cheeks, suffucated sobs made noise in that silent place. Jimmy sets his arms around Gary's head, hugging him tightly. "I hate you.. I hate you.. I hate you.." Gary repeats, this time was lying, he felt finally someone's attention, someone who really cared about him. While he was muttering those hated words, Jimmy just passed costantly a hand on his hair, reassuring him. "I love you too, Gary."

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