Banana || c.ty

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I decided to go to the nearest 7/11 to buy some beer, I'll buy 10 cans of beer, I improved tho. I used to drink 20 cans of beer.

But as I walk, the sticky note stuck in a banana came into my mind, my lips formed a curve as I remembered the green sticky note with a cute handwriting in it.

Smiling like a fool, I went inside the store as I bought some beer, chips and other things that I need when suddenly...

I bumped into Sana who is giving me a what-the-fuck-are-you-doing look, it turns out she's buying thing for her face

Sana was once hospitalized due to a liver damage, and she had Liver Transplant an it traumatizes her so she stopped drinking and lessen eating unhealthy foods but she's anemic and allergic to pollens

She's trying to make an eye contact to me but I'm not because I can feel my heart beating so damn hard

"Tzuyu-ya? What the fuck are you doing to your life?" She said

"I don't know, come on its just 10 so please"

"Seriously? You just think 10 cans of beer few? Did you even went to kindergarten?" I don't fucking know if she's concerned or mad, probably both.

"But before, you can finish 15 bottles of soju" I said

"Past is past Tzuyu, I already moved on from that incident" she defended

"Look, I don't want you to experience the pain I felt when I had that liver damage, I'm just fulfilling my promise to your mom that I'll take care of you" I'm letting her blabber like a fool as I pay for the beers I bought

"Come on Sana I'm not a baby anymore, for fuck's sake I'm 19 and I can drink anytime I want, how many I want so shut up and don't act like my babysitter" I said in a calm manner

"Have some respect on me Chou"

"What if I don't want to" I coldly said as we went out

"What if you got sick? Who will take care of you? Yourself? You're too selfish and you can't even iron your skirts properly. You're acting like that because that girl cheated on you" I slapped her because truth hurts so much

Truth would always be painful

She caressed her cheek as she held my wrist tightly

"I already told you that girl is fucked up, but you're too ignorant and decided to get hurt"

"I don't care if you slap me again and again as long as I'm slapping the reality on your face" I remained silent

"But you're too dumb to realize that I love you" I thinked

"I always think about the advises I give you, for once just please follow it" She said

"You know what? Just shut up. I never asked you to give me advises, you don't even know what I feel. I have my own life, truth hurts. I'm trying to be strong but I can't" I shouted as my tears started to fall

"It seems that you're to hard and you don't want to follow me and I guess you don't even need me" she said making me freeze

"Also you? You're gonna leave me? Fine! You an Mina are just the same! The both of you wants to ditch me" I ran to my apartment and locked the doors

She wants to leave me, what a martyr.

I opened a can of beer as I sat on my couch with a dim light

It was really silent and all I can hear is the wind and the crickets, tonight is col but I don't mind because of the beer rushing through my throat.

Her sticky notes were posted on my fridge, I only have one and weird to say that I would love to collect it, I haven't received a banana from her earlier, maybe she's just trying to prank me or what. I wandered my eyes around the room when suddenly, I saw a banana on my table

I quickly ran to the dining area to get it and I grabbed the note and read it

"Before you drink your beer, compute the expenses you need in the hospital or your funeral, a friendly reminder from your admirer, Jjirit

Ps. Sorry late! Lol"

I smiled at the note as I stick it to my fridge, I really want to meet her and tell her how much I appreciate those bananas

I smiled once gain and went back to the couch, maybe Jjirit has a point, I should've computed the expenses at the hospital before I drink. I'll only drink 2 for tonight