Banana || c.ty

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I'm drained...

Empty...

I don't know what to do...

My girlfriend Mina cheated on me with her dance partner Momo

Now I'm here as I drown myself with some alcohol

It feels so good

The pain is starting to fade

But I'm starting to feel tipsy

"Hahahahahahaha ur my world shaker shaker" I randomly danced on the song playing on my earphones and I don't care about the lyrics anymore

I'm happy but the pain never fades

Fuck it hurts!!!

Just kidding, I'm okay

It hurts in the chest even though I don't have one, joke

I feel so cRAZEEEEH

My body is starting to go side to side as my vision starts to get blurry

I'm faaaaallingggggggg

Hala nahulog log log log log log log log log log log log log log log log log HALA NAHULOG

I felt that my body just fell of the wet ground because of the rain as my tears started to fall as well

The tear I've wasted for someone who don't even know my worth and wasted my time

I already fell but I didn't feel any pain, hihi so weird

Is there an anesthesia mixed with the beers I drank

But I can't be wrong that someone caught me

Its a girl... A pretty one I wish

I can't really see because I'm drunk

She's talking but I can't understand a single word on what she's blabbering until darkness ate my senses

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In the morning, I woke up in a room. I wandered my eyes on the room and thank goodness I was on my room, not on other's

Good thing my clothes are still on and I'm still a virgin, I tried to stand up but my head fucking hurts so I decided to try standing up

I walked outside my room, eventhough I feel week but I don't give a single fuck

I went to the kitchen, I can't believe that my morning angel that greets me 'Good Morning' as she cook our breakfast with my favorite fruit, banana. I can't believe that my sunshine is gone.

But I was shocked to see a bowl of cornflakes with milk at the table with some banana and a sticky note attached to it

I hurriedly grabbed the banana as I read the note

"Why u drink lil girl? One banana for a drunkard like you.
-Your Secret Admirer Jjirit"

Jjirit...?

Who is the first person that I think of as I read the word, Jjirit

I smiled on the note as I ate the breakfast probably from my guardian angel and I was shocked to hear the noise of my Best friend, Sana

"Who took you home last night? I guess you were really drunk, good thing no one took your precious virginity" She said as I hit her arm playfully

"Isn't it obvious that I'm drunk? I look like a bastard and I smell like an alcohol"

"I already told you for a thousand times that you should stop drinking, it can damage your livah tho" She warned me

"If I already moved on, I'll stop. Cross my heart, hope to die."

"Cross your heart hope to die my face, how can you move on if your place is filled with that asshole's face" I usually burn her but its the first time she burned me

"Unnie, I swear. I can do this" I said as I ate Jjirit's bana— I mean the banana that jjirit gave me

Sana went closer and pulled me to a hug, a hug from a worried friend. Even though I have feelings for her, I'm trying to ignore it because I know that she'll never look at me the way I do

"Tzu-ya I'm starting to get worried, I can't stand to see my little sister getting sad" I don't know why I felt a sting on my chest when she called me 'Little Sister'

"I'll be on my apartment, just knock if you need something" She went to the table and read the sticky note

"Woah, now who is this? Is this your new suitor?" She asked me

"The one that brought me home? I don't think so" I sighed as I think of the identity of Jjirit

"Whaf if that Jjirit is trying to rape ya?" I playfully slapped her arm because maybe that's not his/her intention

"I think I saw her last night" I suddenly looked at her

"What does she look like?" I asked again, damn I'm really curious

"She's a cute girl and I can't believe that she can carry ya like a bride" Maybe it's Mina... ufntuehdnd don't talk about that jerk anymore!!

"Uhm... I need to feed Prada first, go and feed Gucci. I think she's hungry" She hugged me once again ang she stole a kiss on my cheek. Aish... What a snake but I lowkey like it

She went out of my apartment as I heaved a sigh as I feed Gucci and I keep thinking about...

Her...

Who the fuck is Jjirit?

Why do my feelings for someone who only see me as a younger sister comes back?

Meh I'll just drink, nobody cares tho