Author's Note: Double update! Yey. Lol comment na lang for feedbacks.^^
p.s excuse for the word 'bitch' mehehe paulit ulit nababanggit. Mian -.-
*Rylee’s POV*
Yung ngiti niya kanina, yung ngiti niya na sobrang gusto kong makita, yung ngiti niya na gusto kong sakin naman niya ibigay, yung mga ngiti niyang iba kumpara sa mga ngiti niya na noon kay Amanda lang niya pinapakita, nakita ko na. Akala ko totoo na yung panagininip ko. Na para sakin naman yung mga ngiti na yun. But it turns out, it was a nightmare. Sa iba nanaman niya ibinigay.
Nung nag break sila ni Amanda after their freshman year in college, akala ko may pag asa na ko. I thought he will see me now because Amanda’s out of the picture. Na kahit pagkagraduate ko ng high school, sa France ako pinag aral, naging kampante ako. Kasi naging playboy si Prince Clark. Madami man siyang flings, yet wala siyang sineseryoso kaya okay lang sakin.
But I was wrong. I thought I would be the girl he’ll be serious with if he meets me. I thought he would never find someone he’ll be serious with again. I thought ako makakapag pabago sa kanya matapos syang saktan ni Amandang bruha kasi wala na siyang seseryosohin pero pag dumating ako mababago ko ang lahat. Kaso hindi. Nahuli na yata ako. May umeksena na naman. Kaya umuwi ako agad when I first heard of the news na may girlfriend na daw siya. I didn’t believe at first but now, seeing it right in front of my very eyes, naniniwala na ko. The way he looks at her, it's different. Different sa mga tingin niya noon kay Amanda. This is more heart-breaking than Amanda’s case. I didn’t know why.
When a tear escaped from my eye, I realized how long I was standing on my place. I wiped it off and stomped my way to the parking lot. Kinuha ko yung shades ko sa bag at sinuot yun bago ako sumakay ng kotse.
“Manong, uwi na tayo. Dalian mo.” Sabi ko sa driver.
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When I got home, no one is there. As usual. My Mom and Dad laging business inaatupag. Ate Sarah’s busy naman sa modeling career niya. Tch. Kahit yata umuwi ako from the States no one cares. No one even bothered to go to the airport only Manang Belle, my yaya and Manong the driver were there to fetch me.
I walked around the house and spotted Manang Belle in the kitchen.
“Manang can you tell the maids to bring merienda in my room? I’m famished.” Yun lang ang sinabi ko at umakyat na ko sa kwarto ko.
Sa halip na magmukmok sa nawitness kong heart breaking scene kanina, nag isip na lang ako. Of course hindi ako makapapayag na basta basta na lang agawin ulit sakin ang Prince Clark ko. I didn’t go back all the way here just to stand-by and watch. I need to do something. Kailangan mapasakin na si Prince Clark ngayon. And I will do everything for him to notice me this time, and he will look at me. Only me.
But first I need to think of what I’ll do. I need to plan this carefully.
“Miss Rylee, andito na po yung merienda niyo.” Pumasok bigla yung isa naming katulong at ibinaba yung tray ng pagkain sa may la mesa sa room ko. Inirapan ko siya.
“Did you even know how to knock?” sabi ko.
