Suicide hotline...?||YOONMIN📞

Saved me? Save me.

NDA 1: Someone asked if I could do an other chapter of this OS (미나 사랑해!) and that's what I did so if you only want an OS don't read this and if you want a story you can continue to read. I hope you'll like it.
NDA2: I'll post a draw of the apartment of Yoongi. Because I see it in a particualry way. Bye😘

???: Good morning angel~
JIMIN: Hmm where am I?

I seat to look around to try to understand where I am.

???: Shhhh. He puts his hand on my shoulder to make me lye again. Don't worry you're safe now.
JIMIN: Who are you?
???: I'm Yoongi. You remember?
JIMIN: Hmm... yeah. Why am I still here? You said you wanted to die with me. So why am I still alive? YOU LIAR!
YOONGI: You really thought that I could let you die? Please calm down. We're in a hospital.
JIMIN: How can I calm down?! I wanted to die. Life isn't for me anymore. I thought you understood me.
YOONGI: I wasn't going to let you die. You're a human. You deserve to live. Remember we're friends?
JIMIN: Why did you lie to me?
YOONGI: ...
JIMIN: You're a liar.
YOONGI: I have to go now. Your clothes are there, change yourself. I'll be waiting for you in my car in front of the hospital. Don't make me wait too much.

He walks away. I sign. What did I do? I do as he said. I change my clothes. I have some flashbacks of my suicide attempt. I try to not think about it. I go out of this hospital room. This makes me sick. I need to go to the bathroom to refresh me. I go to the batroom and put some water on my face. Suddently I hear scream.

???: IT'S YOUR JOB TO TAKE CARE OF PEOPLE! WHERE IS HE? YOU JUST HAD TO LOOK IF HE IS OKAY AND SAFE! AND YOU LOST HIM!
DOCTOR: Please calm down sir.

I recognize Yoongi's voice. Is he talking about me?

YOONGI: HOW CAN I CALM DOWN? LEARN TO NOT LOSE PEOPLE IN YOUR OWN HOSPITAL ONLY THEN YOU COULD TELL ME WHAT TO DO OKAY?

I go out of the bathroom to calm him down. I approch him. I put my hand on his arm to make him face me.

JIMIN: I'm here and safe.
YOONGI: OH! You scared me! Next time do what I say okay?

I can't help myself laughing. He is so cute when he is worried

YOONGI: What's funny?
JIMIN: You. *laugh*. You worry too much.
YOONGI: After what happened it's normal.
JIMIN: Can we not talk about it?
YOONGI: Yea-Yeah sorry.
JIMIN: It's okay. So when are you going to show me your car? I'm excited to go in it 😊
YOONGI: *smiles*

We walk to Yoongi's car.

JIMIN: It's this one?
YOONGI: Yeah *proud face*
JIMIN: Wawwwww



We go in the car.

JIMIN: Yoongi?
YOONGI: Hm?
JIMIN: I've never been into a car before so I'm actually scared...

I tell it with a small voice.

YOONGI: Hum...okay... don't worry I won't drive too fast.

While saying this he looks at me with a big smile. It comforts me.

JIMIN: Thanks.

He begins to drive. It's actually cool in a car.

YOONGI: So tell me more about you Jimin.
JIMIN: What do you want to know?
YOONGI: Just tell facts about you. Like your age, siblings,... boyfriend or girlfriend? 😏
JIMIN: *rolls eyes* Okay. I'm 22, only child, nobody.
YOONGI: You didn't answer the question. You're more into boys or girls?
JIMIN: I'm more into...
YOONGI: Continue.
JIMIN: I'm better alone.
YOONGI: So boys?
JIMIN: N-O-B-O-D-Y
YOONGI: Okay okay. Just wanted to know if I had to turn you gay or if the work was already did. *smirks*

I laugh a little at his comment.

YOONGI: We're arrived.
JIMIN: Where are we?
YOONGI: At my house. But we only have 1 hour so hurry up. He says as he goes out of the car.
JIMIN: Wait, what? Before what? I go out of the car too.
YOONGI: My work.

I follow him to his appartement. He puts his keys in the serrure. I look around and see that it's a luxury building. It's very different from mine. He finally opens the door. He enters the first, he take off his jacket and throw it on the couch. I close the door behind me and follow him to his kitchen.

YOONGI: You want something?
JIMIN: No, thank you.

He takes a glass for him and put alcohol in it. He takes his glass to his lips. I watch every moves he does. Each part of him. His perfect skin. His clothes. His hair. His nose. His lips. His veiny hands. I've never saw people like him. He is interesting.

YOONGI: What?
JIMIN: Hum what what?

He puts his glass down.

YOONGI: Why were you straring at me?
JIMIN: Hm...I don't know... is it wrong?
YOONGI: Nevermind. He goes somewhere. I'll go take a shower you can watch the TV if you want.

He goes to the living room, takes something on the table and throw it to me. I CATCH IT!

YOONGI: You know how to use a TV remote control, right?
JIMIN: Are you serious? Of course I do.
YOONGI: Okay okay just wanted to check.

He finally goes to the bathroom and leave me alone.
I seat on the couch but there's nothing that I like on the TV so I turn it off. I don't know what to do. I'm a little bit hungry. I'll go ask if I can take something to Yoongi. I go to the bathroom and knock at the door.

JIMIN: Yoongi? Yoongi?!

He doesn't hear me. I have to enter. I open the door.

YOONGI: JIMIN!!
JIMIN: OMG I'm sorry!

I close the door embarrassed. Yoongi opens the door with a towel around his waist.

YOONGI: What do you want?
JIMIN: I-I'm sorry. I didn't want to...

I begin to cry.

YOONGI: Hey that's okay. I've already forget it.

He takes me in a hug. And carress my hair. I put my head in his neck. After a few seconds he ends the hug and lifts my head to make me look in his eyes.

YOONGI: So tell what did you come to ask?
JIMIN: I was hungry...
YOONGI: Okay go in the kitchen. I'll go put some clothes on and I'll give you something, okay? He says like he is talking to a kid.
JIMIN: Okay.

He kisses my forehead and goes back in the bathroom. I do as he said and go to the kitchen. I seat on an old chair and wait. But something is shinning so I decide to see what it is. I move slowly like if I do any sudden move the thing would disappears. I finally reach the work top to find a huge sharpe knife. I take it slowly and admire it. It is so huge. I feel like I'm hypnotized. I can't think by myself. I rool up my sleeve and approch the knife to my arm. I don't want to.