" i am a man holding a pretty flower. a man who's holding a flower called you, who everyone loves. i'm drunk with your sent, getting hazy again. don't get plucked away please. "ミ★
✧・ﾟ:* lower case intended *:・ﾟ✧
started: 02/13/18
ended: ...
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(trigger warning)
Nalin POV:
drip drip drip...
the old leaky faucet keeps me awake for most of the night. when i think about it i probably could have planned more on living arrangements so i wouldn't have to stay in this sad place i call 'home' now.
drip drip drip...
having enough of the unwanted symphony i finally make it to my run down bath room to fix it.
drip drip dr-
"hmm i must of didn't turn the nob all the way." seeing that the water was coming from my sink i quickly turn it off.
i stand in the bathroom for a while looking at my reflection....
sick
pale
too skinny
sad eyes
dark circles
the things that come to mind every time i see myself in the mirror. i wish i could love myself
i start to feel warmth on my cheeks, as i look back into my own eyes i notice that i'm crying.
"w-why am i c-crying, i'm such a-an ugly crier. i mean who w-would want me aa-anyways." i'm just a loser that no body wants. nobody can love me i'm unloveable.
drip drip drip...
now the sounds of my own tears echo throughout the dim bathroom.
i slide down the floor with my knees touching my cheeks, allowing the tears the flow. i'm weak and unwanted. who really needs me.
drip drip drip...
slowly rising up i look back at the girl standing in the mirror. "why am i like this?" i don't get an answer, only more tears roll from my eyes "w-why AM I LIKE THIS" i let out a scream. "-I DONT WANT T-TO BE YOU ANYMORE" i yell punching my reflection causing my hand to get cut up. "i d-don't want to be y-you anymore, just let me d-die already"
a weak and wilted rose is all i am.
"i was made from a broken mold, i can't do this anymore" i say in a small timid voice.
