A story that no one cares about

April 2nd

ahhhhgggg....... seriously...look, I try to act like I don't care sometimes, and you know what, sometimes it's true that I don't care.

But that's not the point here. I care for my friends, and ex-friends who...I've given up on trying to meet them, but I still try to at least get there attention if it's something important, like, a celebration, or....even matter of what's going on in there life, if I know you, just... even for a week, doesn't matter!!!!

If it's something important, life or death, school, work, or even just feeling under the weather,...and if I know you, hell, even if I don't!!!!

I'm still there for people, if they don't respond,I'll just keep waiting... 3 months , a year, it doesn't matter I'll wait for a friend who's in need....

now...I know sometimes I go insane, pushing people away, because...well, ack...I don't know how to explain it.....

Point being is that I'm there for people who ask...or for people who want to listen...and even if they don't , i'll wait.

.....that's all I have to say for now......

and, sorry if something doesn't make sense.