A story that no one cares about

April 28th 2020

It's been almost 2 years since I've typed anything here, wow.

Well...anyways, I thought I should just type here for a little bit, just letting my thoughts flow.

Today I ended up playing life the game with my mom, my little brother, and my mom's boyfriend.
It went well, we had to restart once because we weren't playing by the rules on accident. After 2-ish hrs the game ended. My moms bf got to the end first, and I got there second. Followed by my mom and then my brother, which was last. My mom ended up having a her car in the game with 5 kids, and her bf with 4, my brother has one or two I think. And I had none.

After all was done, it was 2Am (about) my body was really shaky for some reason, and everything was kindaaaa number, and I was really sick and nauseous. I don't know why, why feeling sick and nauseous? I can understand feeling shaky, I did sit practical still for the 2-ish hrs....

It's been an hour now, and I feel about better. It's 3:12AM currently.

My friends were....being idiots? I guess, I went through the groups conversations, and, it was just, like, really dumb, they were fighting(?) and then a moment they were fine and then in another moment they weren't. There was a part about me breaking up with one of them (I guess now officially, without really saying so...I'll probably do a rant about that..sometime later)...

Okay, let's just give a character to separate them out
L = ex? ig
D = friend

Now, I don't really know what to consider L, since, we did really have much discussion over it, I don't know if I should count him as a friend or now should I count him as a "nobody"

I should probably ask...but I really don't want to fucking talk nor ask any questions to that dumbass.

Seriously, the "break up" wasn't even clear, this is how the conversation went.
( this is on discord)

D : Sailor moon more like gaylor moon

Me (name is ser)  : ... guess im gay now

D : yes
D : faggot

(obviously a joke)

Me : @L , welp, turns out I like girls , so, yeah

D : Faggot
D : God I hate gay people
( joking, D is bisexual)

[Then I do the "howgay" is [name] with the dank memer bot for the hell of it]

First I got 15%
Then I did it again and got a 94%

Me: anyways, look, L, sorry, this ain't working lol xd
so,yeah

* 2hrs later *

L: I knew she was a lesbian lol
L: tiger king moment

Me : k
Me : well, anyways idk -- but uhm.... just yeah ok. L, you know what then, since i am a lesbian, then I guess I have to break up with ya - if we weren't already lol
* shrugs *

( we haven't talked really since March 23rd and it was now April 8th, I've previously have said like, hey, if you basically ghost on me for a week+ or so...then, I'm just gonna assume we are over )

L: I mean if ur being serious good for you

Me : kk

and...there was anymore discussion about that, so, yeah? And then later today when reading the groups messages a read this

L: I have a girlfriend dont hit on me
D: I will hit on your girlfriend
D: beats ser to death
L: she broke up with me
L: shes a lesbian didnt u hear the news
D: @me lesbian
L: lole lesbiane
D: I thought that was an irony
L: I took it seriously idk
D : <censored...because, offensive to other ppl>
L: am I retarded?
L: did I just get irony?
D: I think you may be
L: What the fuck?

anddddd the conversation basically trailed off to talking about Pickle Rick -

But,uh..yeah?
This is fucking dumb, and it was clear, but then, now it's sorta clear? and I'm just assuming that yes, me and him aren't a couple, since

1. the 1st conversation wasn't clear if it was or wasn't
2. there wasn't any Dms about it, and it was a clear break up?????
3. Now it's April 28, and that conversation happened
4. so, he does have a new gf now? or was that a lie in the moment
5. he did say he took it seriously

* sighs * I need to get new people to hang out and talk to, I'm losing brain cells talking to them....

3:42AM -

That's all I'm going to say for this matter until I anything else about this pops up.

see y'all later!~