Through my Eyes

the begining: crush

After several days of this it started getting worse. Until one day when it seemed to disappear and that very same day a repeated seeing him the man. The gorgeous man with his blond flowy locks and all his muscles that you could see under his tight t shirt OMG talk about yummy. 

But this time instead of him just glimpseing at me walked towards me and again I couldn't move.  Then he started talking to me I truly heard nothing which after awhile he probably noticed because he just grabbed me and carried me off and I didn't seem to have a care in the world, like seriously he was basically kid napping me though I was a teen and he was super close to my age.  All I could think was how muscley he was and how interested in me for some reason.  he took me time a remote ish location where I was finally actually listening to him where he told me the story of these creatures... strange but I didn't really care if he was a nut job he was hot and that smooth handsome voice soothed me so. And finally he explained the wierdest thing to me ...

" please don't fear me."

( I obviously don't I am looking at him if he was a peice of hussy stake and as if I where a dog)

" I am here for you " ( obviously he did just ubducted me)

" you are probably wondering why that one night what was going on or even being in disbelief and ignoring it all together but I am here to tell you that that was all real and that I am here to help you change from fledgling to vampire before your mortal body dies" ( know what did he just say I must be hallucinating or something )

" I see your face and yes all I just said is true"

Then I finally was able to kinda speak " OK wait what is going on exactly ?"

This is where he explains everything to me.  Like how when a vampire bites a human and venom is tansfered the human changes to a fledgling and needs to go through the change into vampizm where we are accepted by the high four Idith, Moon, Eclipse,  and Bella through training I can get to this  and if don't pass the test and get the "kiss" I will die,  harsh.  And being so the reason why he did this to me was because he thought he was going to die and it is tradition to give your venom to a possible successor and I was his last hope to do that And being that he didn't die that he would have to train me and if he did die that night a searcher would find and train me,  whatever a searcher is,  so I nearly screamed in excitment that I would able to see him every single day. " oh and by the way my name is Derek, and what is yours I dare say? "

" my my my n man name is Aushea" damn I stutered a lot.

" Then he took me home and after an hour or so I finally came to my scenes and was thinking finally , why me, why do I have to go through this wonderful horror, I was in war with my self in a way where one side is like awesome worth it the other side is like we are going to die but it didn't really matter I am in it and if I don't do what's needed and hope and so my best I will die.