Through my Eyes

the middle: first

My first full Moon was in one week and we had to prepare for it and to do that we researched using the library at the white mansion it was full of books about being a vampire and anything that could possibly happen in our eternity.  There was surprisingly only a few books one was particularly helpful it was  The drama of being a hybrid : how to deal with being both a vampire and a werewolf.  It was our Bible of info for the next two years.

It told that first we need some sort of inclosure or place of solitude so I wouldn't hurt anyone,  then to surround myself with meat raw particularly so I don't try to hunt or become super vilant,  and to always have things time cover in and to keep clothes out of wolf or there will no longer be clothes and finally keep the wolf alive or both forms will die vampire and werewolf.

So we did just that,  our inclosure was built in the white mansion and Derek set up a table so he could "study " me for better research and info. and we had it stalked with meat water a box for my clothes and a blanket on the floor. And I simply had to wait for the Friday...

It was Friday and I was ready for the change though thank goodness I would change back at dawn. 

I got undressed down to just my underwear  and wrapped in the blanket on the floor and put my clothes in the box made of steel hopefully that won't get broken into and the door was locked.  It wasn't long before night fall and when Moon rose to here full glory I changed to this beast it was an severe pain but obviously not the worst pain I felt and it was strange I could see out of my eyes but I couldn't control what I was doing.  Gross, I am eating the raw meat and I could feel it going down my throat, ewww. It was if I was trapped in a cage that was my own body.  The wolf seemed to really like Derek, I wonder as food or as friend? Cause the wolf sat there and just stared at him and a couple timws it stalked up and down the side of the cage. Not to complain I like looking at Derek instead of raw meat. so....Ya though I did hear some interesting things from Derek in between notes like how he loves me and that he would promise over and over to always be there for me day and night I loves every word that he said that night . It didn't seem super long though half of me wanted it to be longer so i could keep listening to Derek,the day came and  the wolf curled up in the blanket and I changed back.