How do u love someone?

Part 1

AN: Based on the song I listened to by Ashley Tisdale

Sebastian POV
It'd been a few years since my master was turned into a demon when I got a letter from my brother telling me to return to our manor at once and that it was urgent.
"Young master I must leave the manor on family matters is that ok?"
"Family matters?"
"Yes that's right may I go?"
Before he could answer me Meyrin burst in "mister Sebastian u have a visitor!" She shouted in her squeaky voice. I looked at my master and then we rushed downstairs to be greeted by a hooded girl.
"Raven?!" She exclaimed making my master snicker most probably from my name being girly.
"Leah is that u? I haven't seen u in ages" I said
"I was sent to find u from Derek u revived his letter its our brother he's dying" she cried
"What?" I asked dropping a glass and it smashed at my feet.

(AN: This part deleted itself and I can't bloody remember what I wrote! I'm so mad!!)

We raced to the manor and I dashed up the stairs to his room. When I opened the door I was greeted by my older brother James sitting on the edge tending to him. I started to shakily walk to the bed and stood at the side "I love u raven" he whispered and squeezed my hand before it went limp. "It's over" James said.
I fell to my knees crying "why?! Why did u have to commit suicide!!" I yelled in frustration tears streaming down my face.

A few weeks later my father appeared with a male at his side. I growled and hid behind Derek. "Oh come now raven don't be like that" my father said reaching his hand out to ruffle my hair like he always did but this time I was in a pissy mood and snapped at him. He pulled back and I growled baring my fangs. He growled back making me flinch and grabbed me by the wrist.

"Learn ur place" he shouted smacking me across the face hard. I squawked and squirmed out his grip back behind Derek. "Don't cover for her she's in the wrong here" my father scolded but Derek seemed to care less what he thought. 
James came down the stairs and growled flattening his wolf ears back. The man seemed to stand straight in an attempt to threaten James but it wasn't working James had no intentions of backing down.
"This is one of my oldest sons James" father Said to the man. James stepped beside Derek and held his arm out to shield me. I took his hand in mine and still held Derek's jacket. The man attempted to get closer to us but James growled which made him jump back. "James he isn't gonna hurt raven" father assured but James only flattened his ears down more.
"It's cause I'm a wolf demon he's only trying to show dominance" the man said shifting in to black wolf. James took this as an offence and shifted himself. I whimpered and held onto Derek.

James shook his fur up and growled defensively. "James back down" my father warned.  The male launched forward and grabbed James' ear and tore it. I heard James let out a massive yelp. James broke free and came near us head down. I growled at the man and sat with James. I lifted his head up to see how bad his ear looked and it was torn almost all the way and hanging off.
"This is gonna hurt" Derek said wrapping a towel around his ear and pulling the remainder off knowing it couldn't be saved. James yelped and I stroked his nose gently in an attempt to calm him.
Later on when the man tried to come near me I bared my fangs and ruffled my feathered wings up in defence. "Awe that's cute" he chuckled
I was only young in demon years hence why I had the crimson eyes of my family where they all had dull red. The two siblings that were younger than me had red but had more of a pinkish hue.