The Famous Mate

Part 8

"Maybe we should take this slow Josh I'm not ready " I told him in a shaky voice " I don't care what you think or weather if your ready or not I'm taking what's mine don't worry it will be over soon enough " he said coldly

I screamed and kicked him trying to get free or hoping someone brace would come and save me but no one came to my screams of help and I knew that they could all hear them but they didn't come

That was the day I promised myself to run away and never look back I made a promise that when I move to come back and get my revenge I wanted them to suffer

End of flashback

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I woke up in a puddle of sweat my soaked blankets clung onto my body as if it was afraid of letting go like no kidding I felt really tangled The nightmare has haunted me for so long I don't know how long I can keep this up for every night the only way I can sleep is with my pills but they don't help me peacefully I'm starting to get sick of it also the baby starting to kick me know wont help at all but I know in the end it will be worth

so I woke up decided to take a shower i mean I might as well get ready for school I gave my baby a kiss on the forehead and I tucked her in making sure she was able to breathe the hot water from the shower helped my tense muscles relax but it didn't stop me from worrying about my crazy ex mate and my mate that rejected me and the mate that I don't know what the hell he wants with me .

why is my life so fucked up like I get that life is always going to be tough but why does mine seem to be way worse than everyone else's I mean come on what have I done to deserve this moon goddess "calm down drama mama you are gonna worry the baby if you keep on panicking and stressing I know that our life is unfair but we just got to get through it" my wolf said "but why is it that I have three mates two that already rejected me its not even possible to have a third chance mate is it " I asked her "I'm not allowed to say but all will be revealed in good time " she sternly said . "okay whatever you say " I answered back to be honest I was upset that my wolf was keeping I secret from me but I knew that it was for the good

my outfit was nothing much really it was a grey tank top that said ride or die and I had short black shorts and to finish it off I added on my white convers today I decided to go make up free I mean if my mate couldn't except me for what I look like well he can go and suck a dick for all I care I mean boy I didn't roll out of my bed for you to judge me and rate me like I know how I look I don't need you to tell me I look like shit .

I checked my phone it was around 8;15 I decided that it was time to get my daughter ready for the babysitter I changed her into a cute outfit that said worth the wait after wards I feed her a warm bottle of milk I placed her in the baby car seat and placed warm pink blanket on top of her I quickly grabbed a banana for myself to eat before I got to school

when I checked the time I realised that I was late I gently placed her in the back seat of my car today I decided to take the Land Rover /Range Rover because its safer for the baby the worst part is that it will draw attention it cost around $285,000 dollars but you know I love the car it was one of my favourites and I worked hard for it

getting to school today was kind of hard because for on there was traffic and two I couldn't speed because of my child's safety when I got to school weirdly the only spots left were the ones right up at the front and it was as if it was reserved for me and it was swarmed with paparazzi like everywhere it was like I was going to drive over them

when I stepped out of the car half of the school was watching me I ignored all their flashing cameras an questions when I went to open up the back door and when I took out the car seat to reveal my baby I was literally stuck