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You don't feel it.
There's no sensation within you,
To give away the hint of something about to break through.

I began this when I felt like the title, but I'm going to see if I can finish this and shape it to show how I have been feeling for a good bit now.

But then
It cracks, ever so little
And you feel it rushing through you

Coursing in your veins
The fruit of all your patience
Being paid off in the grand and sweeping emotions of
JOY
BLISS
BEAUTY  and
LOVE

You feel like when you get home and sling your backpack to the ground
Like when you untense every. Last. Muscle. In your body.
Like when you find that someone you Love isn't upset with you.

It's a Strange feeling, you want to Smile and look Mature, almost like Royalty
When really all you're actually doing is jumping up and down and wringing your hands together and you hear the Wonderful, Pure, c7 resembling noise escape your Lips in a Great Big Rush as you SQUEAL to the Heavens above, letting God know that you Love him so!

That without him we wouldn't exist!
That we are eternally grateful to and for Him and His Son.
That we thank his beautiful, humble, blessed, Immaculate, Gracious, Virgin and Mother, Mary. Because if she hadn't said yes to the Ángel Gabriel, we wouldn't have had the option of redemption!

This feeling that I'm trying to describe is love
It is so beautiful and many choose jealousy over it
I know I have many times, but I try and try and try because I know that when my judgment day comes, and I face my Creator, I'm going to be shown everything I did
Right alongside everything I could've done
And I want to be known as a Saint.
I want to be known as the one who would always try because she wanted everyone to get their shot too!

Leave this one chapter with a verse or two:
Love is patient, love is kind. It is not jealous, [love] is not pompous, it is not inflated, it is not rude, it does not seek its own interests, it is not quick-tempered, it does not brood over injury, it does not rejoice over wrongdoing but rejoices with the truth.
1 Corinthians 13:4-6

Whew that was something else, I know I got sidetracked a lot but I think I might've gotten the point across
Have a safe night/day   -Natoot

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