Die First. // VKook (boyxboy)

Chapter 1

"D-dad, stop. Please." Jungkook whispered as he fell down on his knees.

"Why are you so fucking useless?!" his father shouted as he throws another punch to Jungkook's face, bruising his cheeks.

Jungkook bit his lower lips and lowered his head, trying hard not to cry. This happens every night, he'll receive a beating from his father and his mom will just watch as if it was just right.

"I-I'm sorry, dad. T-tomorrow... I promise, I-I will make more money!"

"You punk, do you think that's the case?!" and once again, he received another punch but on the other side of his cheeks.

"Give me the money that you are hiding." his father said calmly.

Jungkook looked up and shook his head. "I'm not hidin--" his mother slapped him.

He froze. He can't believe what had happened, even his father was shocked. His mother never touched or hurt him before, she was just always cold.

Jungkook felt like his breathing stopped when his mother showed him 3 tattered wallets. He always wanted to come to school but he can't since his parents won't let him and they had no money.

"Then what is this?" his mother asked coldly making Jungkook gulped.

Jungkook stood up and looked at his parents' eyes. "T-that's... my friend's. Right! It was---"

"Since when did you have friends, Jungkook?" his father said, smirking.

Jungkook did not answered. Right, he never had friends. It's either he never get a chance or they never wanted him. Jungkook is always covered with bruises and scars and the other kids disgusted him for that, as if he was a trash. 

"Let's see how much money you stole from us."

No, Jungkook never stole anything. Those money, he worked hard for it. He took a part time job in a convenience store and saved money so he could go to school.

"₩950,000, ₩989,000... ₩3,522,980. Really, Jungkook? You fucking bastard!" his father shouted and punched him again.

"No, dad. Please. I've worked hard for that. Please, dad, I want to go to school." Jungkook begged, trying to get his tattered wallets.

"You're not going to school, you idiot! Never! Now, get lost before I beat you up to death!" his father shouted as he kept the 2 wallets on his packets and his wife took the other one.

Jungkook shook his head and reached his hand, he can't let them have his money. But Jeon Jisung, Jungkook's father kicked him on his stomach and he rolled on the floor.

His parents left him lying on the cold floor, crying not because of his wounds but because he's hurt. Are they really his parents? If yes, why do they act like they're not? They never showed him love. A love that he always craved for.

Jungkook slowly stand up but can't because he got too weak from the beating so he just crawled outside. He didn't know where to go, it's already dark and he can't see anything. The streetlights are broken and realizing his state right now, he cried as he pitied himself.

He crawled and crawled until he felt so tired. Jungkook collapsed and turned his back so he's facing the sky, he smiled at the beautiful stars above. He closed his eyes and a tear fell from his eyes.

"I wish I was beautiful like you," he opened his eyes and a sob came out from his mouth, "Then maybe, someone will love me. Someone will adore me, and someone will realize my worth."