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Crimson Shower

I was standing in the shower with the door on lock. The Cold water was running over my body and was going down into the drain. I had two big slices running across my arms next to all the other scars. When i cut myself i felt ecstatic.

It felt like i could escape to a different world and i wished i would never have to come back, cutting had an effect on me the same as drugs would be to some persons it felt so good and i was addicted to it.

After i let the shower drain all my blood away i thought it would be enough so i went out off the shower and dried myself, watching out for the new and old cuts while i was, i was going through the first aid kit in my bathroom and found some bandages. I bandaged up and covered all of the cuts.

After that i went to my bed, it was about 1 at midnight. Most off the times i would have nightmares about my parrents but when i cut those dreams appear less often, another reason why i do it. I am a very depressed kid but i never realy show it. I always act like i am a hyper and dense guy at school while i am actualy realy smart, which i show at school to offcourse. I have never had any real friends accept for gaara but he moved away.

Then there was my godfather... He is always drunk and he is a big pervert always talking about womens boobs and stuff like that, i mean he is almost 50 for gods sake. I realy didn't like him because he will always take younger women back here. And mind you he is not the richest guy alive so these walls realy aren't soundproof.

I was slowely falling asleep on bed still feeling good from the cuts i had done earlier. I needed some sleep, it will be good for me so i closed my eyes and slept.

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i woke up and looked at my clock, it read 6:38, 'can't i wake up like a normal kid when my alarm rings?' I though to myself while dressing myself up. I grabbed my orrange attire which is the only stuff i can afford and grabbed my glasses.

When i went downstairs i saw jiraiya on the couch blacked out with his bottle of vodka in his hand. 'When i become eighteen i am going to move out.' Is my thought everytime i see him, i mean i could, i've been working for quite some time and have allready saved up some money to maybe rent an appartement. I allready had to pay for my own education so saving up money was hard.

I went to the kitchen and grabbed instant ramen in a cup, i heated up the water and mixed it with the ramen. I ate my ramen very slowely enjoying every bite and trying not to waste any of it, my uncle never bought food from MY money and still if he did we couldn't afford it everyday. I didn't mind, there are kids that have less then i do and i should be thankfull for that.

When i finished my ramen i went upstairs to grab my bag and putt on my shoes. I went downstairs again and out off the door shouting at Jiraiya that i was gone, i just heard some grunting noises of him waking up probably hung over. I walked to school everyday and today was no different.

When i got to school i entered the building and went to my locker to store some books. I was putting in my books when suddenly *BANG* i got pushed against the lockers "what's up nerd" the brunette boy i knew as kiba now said "you got my homework?" He asked me. I just handed it over to him from my locker "can you leave me alone now?" I asked very casualy, i mean this was almost a weekly occurrence.

Kiba now left satisfied with his homework. i grabbed my bag again and went to first period. I had english literature which was okay, we had a book report that was due today and i was one off the only ones to hand it in as the teacher didn't realy care. Now on to seccond period which was chemistry but as i like to call it the practices of the dark art.

Chemistry was a subject i am good at but i don't like it at all so usualy during chemistry lessons i sleep. This time too  i slept for about 10 minutes after being woken up by hearing my name "...ruto! Naruto wake up! No sleeping in my class, detention for you!" The teacher exclaimed. 'Detention? Ugghhh i always sleep in this class, it's not like i am dumb.' When the class was over i walked out, only one more period untill brake time.

The last period before break was  economics. It was realy boring and easy so i wasn't realy paying attention, i could move one more class ahead but they said i can't because i allready skipped a year off classes. After some time economics was done and i entered the break period.

I have never had any real friends so i sat outside, on my own, i was eating my food and just scroling through my phone when. "Hey nerd." Kiba shouted when he walked up to me. "I need you to make my homework again." The brunette boy said. "Yeah this week i can't i'm busy working." I told the boy. "Well let me rephrase... you are going to make my homework, or you'll get beat up!" He said with determination. "I need to work so ask someone else to do it for you or even beter, make it yourself?" I almost shouted at his face.

I saw how his face indulged itself in anger and fury. He was now mere centimetres from my face while I was waiting for the punch to come my way, and it did... it landed right on my nose and I fell down with the force of the blow. It felt as if a thousand ants were under my skin biting away at my bones, guess he broke my nose because blood rapidly flooded out.

Kiba walked away looking smug like he always does. I stood up going to the schools nurse Tsunade. "What'd you do this time?" She asked me. "Well you know the usual stuff." I said while she was patching up my nose. "It isn't broken... but be careful next time!"

I went out to my next few classes and the day continued like that. At the end of the day I almost forgot to go to my detention, Chemistry. I went into the classroom and greeted the teacher, "hello Mister Itachi." "Hello Naruto, you can just go ahead and work." And with that I went to work.

I was done after half an hour of work and got out my sketchbook, if you were to get a glance of my drawings you would be probably be in shock of all the horrible things in it. I tend to draw some... controversial drawings mostly about myself and my suffering but I felt quite happy today so I drew some nice things.

After a while it was getting boring and I put away my sketchbook. To be honest being at school was better than being at home. I was about to go to sleep on my desk after I was done when the door opened and a guy with raven black hair walked in, he weirdly looked a lot like mister Itachi.

"Hey brother, do you want to go and get something to eat?" He said with a raspy voice.

"Sas I can't Naruto here has detention!"

"He can come with, my treat."

"Naruto, you want to go eat something with us?" Mister Itachi now asked

"Euhh, yeah sure"

Without anything else said we went out to Mister Itachi's car and got in, he had a tesla model X which looks realy nice. We got in me in the backseat and the two Ravens in the front.

We went out to town which I hated, over there nobody forgot Naruto because his parents were quite famous. Everybody cussed at him and gave him dirty looks while all he wanted was a normal life. I sat I the car with the two Uchiha's in a awkward silence until mister Itachi broke the silence "so Naruto are you hungry?" He asked "I... I don't have any money..." I said in full shame. "Didn't you here me dobe I said It's my treat." Itachi's brother said.

"Teme" I cursed under my breath.

after more driving in an even more awkward silence we arrived at a place called Ichiraku Ramen, I've never heard of it but they sell ramen so it must be good! Itachi's brother opened the door for me "after you 'princess'" he said with a grin on his face, I decided to play along "Well thank you m'lord" I said as I tipped an imaginary hat.

We laughed and decided to go and eat. We sat down at the little bar area of the restaurant. "so what can I get you today?" an energetic man behind the counter said "we'll get three Miso-Ramen please." Itachi's brother told the man. "so Naruto do you like Ramen?" the youmg Raven asked "yeah I loooove it!" the guy grinned at me "but I Didn't catch your name earlier it was?" I asked him "Sasuke, It's a pleasure." he said with a grin on his face.

"here you go! three Miso-Ramen, I added some extra pork for you guys." he handed us the bowls while the air filled itself up with the smell of Ramen. "Well... dig in guys!" Itachi said.

I had never tasted Ramen beter than the Ramen I ate that day, I felt like I was missing something in my life.