I'm truly sorry for the way of which I've been recently
I didn't think I was being mean, but now I look back And i was. I really didn't mean it though. Which is no justification, but it is true. I didn't mean It. But now I understand and it's going to change.
Please don't think I love you any less. I don't. I love you more, if anything. You've been the only reason I kept going this long and to lose you quite literally would be the end of me so I can't do that. You are truly the love of my life. My best friend.. my everything. You are the reason I live and the reason I breathe and my mind has been foggy and loose and messed up but now I see clearly that I need to go back to how I was before because that's how you fell in love with and not an asshole. You and I both know I'm not a truly horrible person and I hope you can forgive me. I love you so much completely and utterly every single ounce of your beautiful body. I really do. Please do forgive me.
I love you. Sweet dreams X
