fallen for the fallen

chapter 5

(A/N can i just say that even though ive only been on wattpad for a short time everyone is so kind i FREAKING love everyone , thanks for putting time just to read my book means A LOT . thank you all who is commenting and voting <3)

last night i didn't get much sleep, my thoughts clouded my mind all night . I figured no sleep equals no dreams.That's exactly how i want it , it was starting to become to much. I just sat in my bed looking at the letter i had gotten from him, soon soon soon what does that even mean ? what does this all mean? i started to ask more questions to myself when I hadn't realized what time it was until my alarm started to go off for school.

ugh.

 yawning I reluctantly got up from my bed ,i hadn't realize how tired i was until i got up.Now i regret staying up all night. 

stupid dream guy ,this is all your fault.

I walked over to the bathroom took a quick shower and got dressed into some skinny jeans and pulled out a black hoodie .Fall weather is here and i don't  plan on getting sick on my birthday nope no thanks. I let my hair fall in its natural waves, and put on my usual make-up . 

I grabbed my back pack and went downstairs.

"hi mom." she took a quick glance at me and looked back down at her papers , which i assume were for her work. 

"morning honey." was it just me or did she seem ..odder then usual she looked upset at what she was reading . She was frowning more then usual , which says a lot.

I came closer to her to look over her shoulder . It looked like a letter from some one , i went to look closer but she held up a hand to push me away.

"everything okay ?" i asked concerned and a little hurt.

"yes , nothing to worry about . " she responded vaguely not even glancing up at me.

i didn't push her more about it .

i could still tell she was holding something back from me , when had our relationship go down hill ?, we use to tell each other everything, she barely even talks to mean anymore. I'm being to think were strangers just living in the same house

but one thing is for sure I'm going to read that letter.

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when i got to school everyone was buzzing , literally everyone looked like bees running around everywhere ,probably sharing some new gossip I'm guessing.

when i went to Em's locker she had her head in a book . 

"headache?"

"BIG TIME UGHHH" she was groaning in her book.

i started to laugh , she probably doesn't even remember anything from last night, which probably is a good thing .

"your fault you decided to get drunk ." she gave me a funny look

"what happened last night" she asked looking  at me.

how do i answer to that ? oh nothing big ,i almost died trying to save you from falling out of a tree , then it turns out it was actually me who fell out of the tree , Oh! and the hot guy from my dreams caught me , then BOOM vanished .

'" oh nothing much really." i said looking down helping her to her feet.

we started to walk to first period. 

" hey what is everybody freaking out about?"

"i was gonna ask you the same thing"em said looking around