I know I'm confused
I don't know what to think when I'm around you
I always know you will refuse
Even if you don't know how I feel when I'm around you
It's been so weird these past years
All of I've done since is shed some tears
I always thought I loved you like a friend
But I guess I never realised how much you meant to me till the end
I loved the way you smiled over nothing
But seeing that face always made my heart feel like I was meant to live
I never thought I was so naive
To think I could ever be loved
My heart was reaved
No one will understand how heartbreaking it is knowing you left without knowing how I truly felt about
youIs it sin to love you
I'm I too blind to see that I lost you
Your gone forever
And you'll never know
How I truly love you
I don't think I can ever deal
With that fact that you gone
My heart will never let go of what it wantsNever thought I'd fall for you
For Someone I knew
You always knew how to make my heart flutter
I'd never thought I'd stutter
I was always on cloud nine
Till you left and my heart stoped to shine
I alway go back to when you were hear
At least we text maybe once a year
I miss your voice
And your hugs
I feel a bullet hit me everyday
I love for you is so strongIs it sin to love you
I'm I too blind to see that I lost you
Your gone forever
And you'll never know
How I truly love you
I don't think I can ever deal
With that fact that you gone
My heart will never let go of what it wants
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