Enemy || Dolan Twins

Chapter 8 || I never want that again

P.O.V Noa

I walked into the hallway. First Friday on this school is over. I was looking for Amy who had music her last class. I walked to the classroom where you get music. Everyone was already outside so I decided to walk away. It is a miserly intention to look in a class that nobody is in.

I walked away until I heard someone sing. I recognized the voice out of thousands. I walked closer to the classroom and started listening.

Why is it always stormy weather?
And brother,
Tell me if it all gets better.
Why did you leave?
Why did you die?
You finally made your sisters cry.
I know you're watching over us tonight.
And I hope you're watching over us tonight.

I'm sorry I missed your call.
I wasn't there for you at all.
And know, I've thought it through,
Maybe if I answered you
That you would still be here all along.

At this point I was crying. I remember this song as if it was yesterday. Just after Liam died Amy made this song. It was a song for Liam. Maybe he could hear it If he was watching over us. That was the intention of Amy to write it. For him.

Mom and dad always told us that Liam would watch over us and that it was possible for him to go everywhere we went. Still this day I believe that sometimes he is watching us.

" Noa?" I heard a voice. I quickly wiped away my tears. " Yeah?" I asked in a shaky voice and looked at the person who was standing next to me.

" Why are you crying? What did I tell you about that?" Ethan said as he hold his hand out. I grabbed his hand and stood up. " I'm sorry." I said and looked at his face.

His face was all bruised up and he had a black eye. And still with all those bruises he is beautiful.

" You don't have to say sorry." He said while we walked away from the classroom. I looked behind me and thought of how Amy was sitting there. I think it is difficult for her to process it again. I haven't heard her play in so long.

" What are you thinking about?" The question snapped me out of my thought. I was not going to tell him that I was thinking about my sister who was probably going trough a hard time right now. So I made something up.

" What is the story behind the bruises?" I asked rudely. I saw him tense up. " No I'm okey. Thanks for asking." He said. " No- I didn't want to be ru-" I got cut off, by him walking in front of me what made me stop in my tracks. " Rude? Well the question was quite rude to be honest. I want to help you because I saw you crying and I hate it to see you cry," My heart fluttered. " and you just rudely asks for me what the story is behind my bruises. You didn't even asked me if I was okey or not. I could've been concussed!" He said now angry and my heart broke.

" Well I'm sorry that I am rude then. I am sorry that I didn't asked you if you were okey. Clearly it is something you don't want to talk about because If you didn't care about it, you wouldn't be so mad!" I said and slowly began to talk louder.

I sighed. " You know Ethan, I don't care if you fought again or-" he makes a movement with his hand as a sign to stop me from talking.

" Fought again?" Ethan questioned. " Yeah fought again." I said now calm. He looked me in my eyes. I couldn't see in his eyes what he was thinking, and it bothered me. " Why do you think I fight?" " Well, there are rumors that you fight a lot and-" " And you believe that?" He said while running his hand trough his hair looking at the sky.

" No. Yes, Maybe?" I said hesitating. I didn't know what to believe anymore. Look at this situation. He just was sweet, then he was mad, then he was confused and now he is calm. This boy has serious mood swings.