Chapter 3

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SEPTEMBER 11: METFEILD HIGH (LUNCH) 

      Like i've said, I don't eat, second day at this school and no one has even glanced at me in a good way. All eyes always seemed to be on me, I couldn't take it. Right now I felt like throwing up, the four walls around me seemed to be closing in as well. So I ran out of the lunch room straight to the nearest girls bathroom, locked the stall, and put my head in the toilet sticking two fingers down my throat throwing up whatever was in my stomach.

      I felt a hand patting my back, I imediantly jumped up and almost screamed but Jace had covered my mouth and whispered 'shh' ove and over again till I eased up. 

"What...are you doing h-here?" I whispered still shaken up from hes presence. 

"I saw you and it looked like you needed some comfort." He answered

"What the hell? This is the girls bathroom, you pervert! And i'm fine by the way!" I said smacking his hand away from me. 

"Forget that, you're not fine, people only say that when they're not fine. I see in your eyes that you're broken, Maroon." He said gently wiping my tears. 

"You're lying! I don't have time for lies!" I exclaimed moving away from him quickly, it looked as if he understood though, he gave me a resuring smile, opened the stall door, and left. I sat there in the corner of the stall holding my lets to my chest shaking back and forth whispering "i'm insane, i'm insane"  over and over again. I'm scared of myself, im my own killer. I am broken. 

*End of the school day* 

      I was walking out of the school listening to music through my right earbub as the left was twirling around my finger, the yells and laughter of teenagers filled my left ear making the music playing hard to hear. This place is such a wasteland. I walked in sync with the beat of the drums which was somewhat soothing. 

"There's that bitch!" I heard the head devil of the school Macy said walking up to me. 

"Leave me alone.." I quietly said. 

"No, you seem fun to play around with." She snickered, I didn't move or speak, if she wanted to beat me up, she can go ahead. Almost imdeiantly after a felt myself being picked up and thrown to the ground, two guys came up to me and started throwing punches and hits; I just layed there letting it happen. I could hear Macy laughed and every now and then say "you're a worthless bitch". I just felt numb all over. 

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⏰ Last updated: Jun 21, 2014 ⏰

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