Normal girl or not fifth harmony/you

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I jolt awake catching my breath and wipe the sweat of me I look around seeing all the girls asleep but I don't see Lauren I look at the bathroom door as it opens she look straight at me seeing the state I'm in she runs to my side and pulls me into a hug "baby what's wrong?" She asks stocking me hair with a kiss on the head "just a bad dream I'm fine" I say but she doesn't believe I'm fine she pulls away to look at me and I look back at her

"Y/n/n its okay to not be okay were here for you just... Don't shut us out please" she says with a soft voice

She is right I shouldn't shut them out but I can't help it what if they get hurt because of me what if I'm the one who hurts them like I did to Dug and the clone parents I can't have that I can't let it happen but I love them so much, so much that some people might say it is unhealthy to love this much but I don't care

I look at the floor "I'm sorry Laurza its just its not easy knowing that you girls might get hurt because of my actions" I say she lifts my chin so I look at her in her hypnotising eyes that tells a story with one look

"Were not going to get hurt but if we do your always the one who is willing to save us and we love you so fucking much" she says putting her hand that was on my chin on my cheek "I'll do it a thousand times if I have to because I can't lose you girls, I love you girls more then you can ever imagine you girls are everything to me" I say looking her dead in the eyes she smiles at me and pulls me in "we love you so fucking much y/n its unbelievable" and then she kisses me passionately the kiss is full with love and so much more I put everything into the kiss trying to make her feel how much I love them all she pulls away breathless and rests her forehead against mine we both trying to catch our breath

"Come on we should get back to sleep" she says making me nod in agreement I lay down with her on my side she wraps her arms around me and I wrap mine around her waist making her snuggle into me more I kiss her forehead and then we both fall to sleep without being woken up by nightmares

---next morning---

I am woken up by Mila "come on y/n/n get up breakfast is ready" she says bending down giving you a kiss that you love oh so much obviously you kiss her back she pulls away to quick for my liking with a big smile on her face making me pout because it was only a quick kiss

She chuckles and kisses me again but this time it was longer then the last one I grab her hips and pull her down on top of me she hold herself up with her arms I snake my arms around her waist pulling her closer to me she smiles into the kiss

We hear foot steps by the door we both pull away and look to see Normani she looks us with a smirk "you guys were taking for ever so we thought you both fell back to sleep so they sent me to wake you up... But I can see that you not asleep and that you are busy" she says making Mila get up making me miss her close  presents and body warmth

I get up and walk over to Mani and give her a lustful kiss she smiles into it and she pulls away "morning baby" she says making me smile at her "morning babe" I walk into the bathroom looking behind me seeing mila getting out if bed and she see me looking at her

"You coming?" I ask making her smile and walk into the bathroom with me and we get in shower together and after that we get dressed and do what ever else we need to do 

We go to the dinning room and we all eat breakfast together demi and Elana are in the gaming room with Ethan as well

I went to the gym because I haven't been doing much lately and the girls have booked a concert so were be going to that tonight

I finish working out so I go take a shower and then we all get ready to go to the concert so now were on our way and we get out I wrap my arm around Lauren and Dinah they both look at me and I smile sweetly at them we walk in to there dressing room and they start to get ready

To be honest I'm feeling very nervous about this I just have a bad idea and I don't know why but I do and its bugging me we still didn't find out what happened to that dude that kept flirting with me and shit

Hopefully the day goes on without any trouble or shit like that they all finish getting ready so now its sound check while there in stage I sit down on a chair watching them from the side of the stage thinking

What if one day something bad happens to them because of me... I would kill myself if anything happens to them I wouldn't be able to live without out them, there everything to me and I can't lose them

Truthfully I love them with everything in me, I can't deny it I never will I love them so much maybe to much but I don't care

I hear silence making me turn toward the girls seeing they are looking at me scared

A/n  I think I will be stopping this book..... Yea I will be sorry xoxo-Lara