diary test thing

Chapter 1

Hi, my names Chloe..

(oh this is a real story i guess)

Um i guess this is where i tell my feelings

I really like this girl, i won't give out her name, i'll just call her.. Alex

We met on this game, i gave her my media and we started talking. I started to gain feelings for her, i soon found out that she liked me back more than friends. I was filled with joy after i heard those words. My heart filling with joy, i couldn't stop thinking of her, i really wanted to ask her to be my lover,, but without making it awkward. Then i started having doubts and anxiety, what if she doesn't actually love me? What if she's just saying nice things to make me feel better? What if- Those thoughts keep bothering me, every time i saw Alex with another girl i would instantly get really jealous or with another person, i always felt greedy and guilty,. I keep asking my friends for advice but they're no help. I just wanna make these feelings go away, i know she loves me and i love her very much, i'd die for her, i'd kill for her, if she died or got hurt i'd cry and hug her. I just hope she isn't telling me lies,,

I always feel like i'm making her feel guilty and terrible by doing these things to her, i always feel like a fool for doing this.

ok im sorry but i got lazy-

tell me if you want more i guess

this was really fucking boring lmao