Its been 2 weeks since the meet & greet! The Boyz are out of school, Mikey and me are still dating:), Vinny & Alexia started going out two weeks ago:D it was so cute how he asked her to be his girlfriend:) he took her to the movies, then took her to Albivi and had some of the Boyz be waiters & me the waitress:) i handed them menus and on Alexias it had a little note saying "Alexia... Your the most beautiful girl ive ever seen! U light up my world with just ur smile and im ever so lucky to get a glance frm u ever so less a hug:) but what im asking is... If you'll be my girlfriend:)?"
Alexia was basically in tears! Music started playing she just looked at the note and finally looked up at Vinny and whispered yes. Vinny jumped up and fist pumped xD haha. The Boyz and me were in the back cheering:)
IT WAS SOOOOOOO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!
Vinny came to me to get everything set up! I basically planned everything -.- all Vinny did was make the note. But still it was CUTE 'cause I planned it!:D
I still hang with Derek and them:) although Mikey doesn't like it. Well none of the Boyz do. But whatever! They're my friends to so I have to hang with them too!
I'm not a member of ICON but considered an ICONic Girl. Today we have to go to ICON for some reason.
Nick and me left the house and headed towards ICON.
We got in and Mikey was there waiting for me. He hugged me and pecked me on the lips. I still get hate -.- A LOT of hate -.- it's getting so annoying -.- but I just push it away. One "ICONiac" told me to go die. That pissed me off so much, I started to cry and I didn't want to leave my room all day. Mikey got mad that he almost deleted his FanPage and twitter. But I stopped him. He stayed with me in my room. We cuddled and watched movies. I was still crying.
And if you're wondering about Gabriel, he's doing better. He didn't do much harm to himself to actually kill himself but he has gotten help. I really wanted to go visit him but my mom wouldn't let me -.- of course she wouldn't. She didn't like Gabriel. But she ADORES Mikey. She treats him as if he was her son. It's creepy.
"I have to PEE!!!" I called out. Everyone looked at me. "Sorry." I walked to the bathroom.
That felt better. Jaja. Ya don't need to know these things...
When I walked out of the bathroom, I saw Nick and Oscar yelling at each other. What the fuck? Then I saw Nick punch Oscar and yell "You fag." I don't know what came over me but I went over to Nick and punched him. He looked shocked.
"WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM?!" I yelled in his face. "YOU AIN'T GOT NO FUCKEN REASON CALLING SOMEONE A FAG!!!" I walked to Oscar and helped him up and walked outside. "Are you ok?" I asked him.
"Yeah. I am. Why'd you do that? Nicks your brother."
"I don't care if he's my brother. He didn't need to call you a fag." I was pissed. More like heated. "I hate it when people are mean and rude to gay people. I can't stand it."
We started to walk. "Why? If you don't mind me asking."
"It's just that a year ago my best friend died. She wasn't exactly straight. People made fun of her. Calling her a fag and other stuff. She couldn't take it anymore. One day I went to her house but she wasn't there. I looked everywhere. Finally I checked the railroad tracks and she was there. Sitting on the tracks. A train was coming. I ran to her. She saw me, got up and ran towards the train. It killed her instantly. Blood splattered all over. It got on my shirt. If I had gotten there earlier that wouldn't of happened. It's all my fault." I was crying. We had stopped at the park and sat down on a bench.
"Livi. It wasn't your fault." he hugged me.
"Yes it was." my phone vibrated. I took it out and it was a text from Mikey.
'hey babe. Meet me at my house in an hour'
Gasp. He called me babe. Jaja.
I looked up at Oscar. He was looking at the clouds.
"So what you wana do now?" he asked.
"I don't know. Whatever is fine. I just have to go in an hour to Mikeys house."
"I wonder what ya gona be doing." he smirked.
"Dirty." I laughed.
"All I'm gona say is, use protection."
"And all I'm gona say is, dirty."
"Ey. I'm just looking out for you."
"And I aprreciate it." I smiled.
"You know I don't have your number."
"And I don't have yours." we exchanged numbers and just talked. "you know what I just realized i don't know where Mikey lives" -___- wow
"He lives like 3 blocks away from me. I can show you where." Oscar said.
"Ok. Thanks."
When we got there I hugged Oscar. "Thanks."
He started to walk away. I walked up and knocked on the door. Nicolette answered.
"Hi Livi."
"Hi. Is Mikey here?"
"Yeah. He's up in his room. I'll show you." we went upstairs. "Here we go. Go in. He's expecting you." she went back down. I went inside but what I found... I didn't like.
