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⚪︎❍ MY MOM'S STILL HUNDRED PRECENT sure that I was naturally susceptible when brusque situations had to come. I'd always wave her off despite the facts she's spilling out, I was no longer infant to admit that she's being genuine in hard times for me to do so.

Strenuous and hazard's fingers never touched me, so I was a young teen who had pure life, well not that pure but enough of it. As I turned elven I'd always ask mom if she had antipathy comments thrown at her when she was high schooler because of her youthful pulchritude, I still can't believe that she's my exact mother when she showed me her 80s looks in her behind the scene photoshoot pictures when she was model.

'I was on the duality of wary and defensive.' That was her reply if I bring the topic up. 'But your dad always stood as my charming bodyguard.' Sure I cringed but dad and mom was always my biggest role model in finding love after John and his new girlfriend, Ivey, But unfortunately there's none. No perfect love. Well no love in particular.

"Are you gonna stare at me forever?" 

And today was the first time in my entire life I got dire, excruciating and hurtful words coming from.....

Wait from beautiful man? What the hell?

"But you have to accept the truth hon it's the reality." He let out low chuckles as he threw his head back and I, who observed his pink lips twitching and I was almost naive at this very moment, I simply felt what mom felt, horridness.

But why from him, if it was nick the thick — the one who chases me to date him. — i'd already kicked his manhood, I mean when he beautifully let out the not very pleasant words, it reminded me of fishes, they look innocent but if you approach and touch them they start all defensive and savages. Something definitely gashed my heart and I tried to find out what can it possibly be.

It's hate Elenora it's new, isn't it?

YES, I scream mentally and swallowed harshly making it easier for me to at least speak, "D-Do I know you?"

He chuckled again, Elenora stop looking at his lips, "I know you but you don't," he let out softly as he had deep gaze and it almost killed me.

What you want from me?

Ꮖ ᏔᎪNᎢ YᎾᏌ, he cleared his throat and started getting tense all sudden, "You're the worst."

I titled my head and He continued, "you should see me as professional so I could help you get better, but I'm sure you won't be same level as m—"

I always wanted to be in dramas but mine was unique.

My slap lands forcefully on his soft cheek as a tear fulfilled it dare and rolled down my cheeks, slowly I swallowed the lump that was in my throat. When my eyes flashed up at him he looked...satisfied.

How in the world.

Retracing my arm back and walked pass him leaving him being all satisfied, I existed the room and made my way to the class that was obviously avoided.

What was that?

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Standing in front of class's door was an easy task, but entering it might be hard for me to do so. It just kept replaying scenes over and over and I hated when it particularly zoomed at his breathtaking face.

Slowly I had my right hand at the door knob, I sighed as I twisted it and stood still at door frame.

As you can see I'm not completely fine, I definitely look horrible, swollen face, red eyes and nose.

"Elenora where were you I wa- oh honey are you okay?" Mrs su was about to fully complain at me for being late, but suddenly she seemed kind of worried because I looked like shit.

I lowered my head and stared at the ground, no response and she fretted, "Okay that means you're clearly not- do want to go to the nurse and rest there?"

Slowly shaking my head, what meant no to that offer. She nodded in understanding and gestured, "Okay honey you may go to your seat and rest little bit."

Nodding as I went to my seat and when I was seated, An obvious pain appeared. Well not the exact pain that was in my heart but something more manifest.

Where exactly? Do I need help from someone to ache my back or something?

Slowly taking a look at my thumb and yeah it was actually reddened like a real tomato, Confusion had written all over my face.

Why would it be red?

Gosh I love my naive and childish self, I thought to myself as I sighed mentally, that was clearly because I was pressing my thumb way to hard above the frog of the violin for showing how pissed I was back there.

Does that mean that you're calm now? I don't know, am I?

But the confusion happened to increase more when I realized, I just got hate from a hot and burning guy.

Again, the scene replayed in my head and I just wanted to scream like there's no tomorrow.

I think I'm losing my shit.

"STOP!!" And I did, I screamed loudly which made my teacher and classmates gaze into me with wide open eyes even I, myself didn't believe what just happened.

What?, it's just normal teenage hormones.

I quickly covered my mouth with both palms "Are you sure you're okay?" Mrs su tilted her head with squinted eyes and that made me look like a crazy girl.

"Sorry M-Mrs su, I d-didn't mean to do it." I stuttered out, she nodded unconvinced and continued the lesson.

You better, because I can't deal with your shit either.

I mentally facepalmed for my stupidness. First it was with Alex and second it was with the class, but I came to realization that it wasn't me who did this, it's actully was him who made me do this.

Is it because of his hatred words or his self beauty? I'm so confused.

Couldn't focus about what Mrs su was explaining, instead of that i kept rubbing my reddened thumb with the other thumb, if you're wondering how  hard I focused on my thumb, well it was hard enough to even can't let me hear others talking.

"Guys we have a very SPECIAL student here...." Mrs su abruptly spoke as she emphasizes the word 'special', but I gave no interest on that and kept rubbing my thumb.

"Honey you may introduce yourself now," she continued but why in earth would they introduce themselves when we already know them. I mentally facepalmed.

Now I know why they do it, they do it if they are new students but Who could it b-

Without hesitation I raise my head to know what the hell is happening.

"Beautiful fish?!" I screamed mentally.

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A U T H O R 'S N O T E

ɪᴛ ᴡᴀs sᴜʀᴘʀɪsɪɴɢʟʏ ᴇᴀsʏ ɪɴ ᴛʜɪs ᴄʜᴀᴘ ᴡᴏᴀʜ ᴀɴʏᴡᴀʏ ғᴇᴇʟ ғʀᴇᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴠᴏᴛᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴇɴᴛ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏ'ᴀʟʟ ᴍʏ ᴄʟᴇᴀɴ ᴀss ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛɪғᴜʟ ᴅɪsʜᴇs, ᴏᴍɢ ɪ ᴜsᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀᴅ 'ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛɪғᴜʟ' ᴀʟᴏᴛ ʟᴏʟ.

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