Story time with the author

abuse sort of

So before you all freak out its not like i'm getting beaten to the point where i'm bleeding well at least not yet but anyways my nephew Colton always beats on me he has done this ever sense we were little we don't like each other at all and we always argue but he always punches me, kicks me, pokes me really hard either in the back  or in between my shoulder blades a lot of people tell him to stop but he doesn't listen and one of these days he's gonna hurt me really badly or i'm gonna snap and beat him to a bloody pulp I honestly don't try and mess with him but he follows me around pushing my buttons and whenever my mom tells his mom what he did she says "What did she do to him?" even tho i don't do anything to him.  His mom thinks he is a perfect angel even tho he isn't he is a hell spawn who needs to go back to where he came from no body likes him but can you blame people all he does is annoy everyone and never shuts up but anyways whenever i try and hit him back he only hits back harder even if i'm just messing around with him he can't tell the difference no one will help me mom tells me to just sock him in the jaw or go straight to the principle but their not gonna do anything and even if they do it's not gonna work because Colton doesn't fucking listen i hate him so much you know he threw me on a table once the table was full of kids  and the room was full of teachers but no one fucking saw it i just wish he would leave me the fuck alone but that's never gonna happen it doesn't help that i have lunch, study skills, and health with him even tho my mom told the school to never put me and Colton together but that's like talking to a fucking brick wall they do whatever the hell they want.  You know what bothers me the most tho was about 2 days go in study skills i walk talking to someone and out of no where Colton blurts that i have been rapped before in front of the whole class i started yelling at him while he just laughing and smiling while i had kids staring at me with disbelief i was just glad that it didn't go around the school because that is something very personal and you want to know what his excuse was it was the he didn't know what rap meant even tho he learned about it in health that same exact day!! My mom called and told Leta my sister aka his mom about it and told him to never say that kind of stuff again after a while he texted my mom saying "tell her i'm sorry" once i saw it i didn't say a word i don't forgive him but my mom texted back telling him i did even tho i didn't! you know i have as one of my goals in life is to actually kill him i'm dead serious he is the kind of person who you would want to just kill yourself after just talking to him and i'm sick and tired of him i just want him to either die already or to just be nice to me and act like he actually cares but that's no gonna happen.  You know he is the reason why i can't control my anger he is the reason why i want to die everyday he is the cause of my misery i honestly think he was put on his earth just to annoy the hell out of me and beat on me!!!*takes a deep breath* anyways i think i have rambled long enough so i'm just gonna stop the story here