[ Defenseless ] [ Zonah ]
Zach constantly Felt vulnerable, His whole life he felt Defenseless. Weak, Small.
Why? Because The Deaf Boy was Always alone. His world was silent, The Numb feeling For Living And The Unwanted Sadness. The Salt Water that...
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Zach woke up from a dream, but when he looked over at the clock it was only 6:45AM
sighing Zach sat up. His only wonder was, How come in his dreams. He could hear everything? He had this thought often, Maybe it was just his mind. maybe those dreams were of him thinking, He sat there in his bed. Messing up his hair with a pout as he rolled back over, Looking out his window from his position Looking at the rain drops. It was an on going mood of zach's. But when would it be sunny.
He felt that normal feeling on his cheeks as he pulled the covers over closer to his face for comfort the tears rolled down, Coldly. the boy closed his eyes with a pained look as he just opened them back up. sniffling, Zach sighed, He went to bed with a smile. why couldn't he wake up with one.
Dragging himself out of bed. the boy lazily made his way to the washroom to take his morning pee and maybe shower, He eyed the shower from where he was.
'should i?'
'I'm not going anywhere' 'i still look like shit'
He scratched his head before turning on the hot water, he undressed himself. stepping into the water. He washed himself before just standing there for a few seconds, Those stupid thoughts rushed into his head.
why his mother didn't want to get her son some help, why she wouldn't allow Hearing aids even when doctors and everyone she went to, told her it should be a thought. But no. Zach felt like his mother wanted him to suffer in this silence, Like she wanted to keep him from the world. But what did it matter now?
She left Him, she left Him and his father.
Stepping out of the shower, he wrapped a towel around his body like a little boy and moved back to his room, Getting clean clothes from his dresser He stuffed himself in an outfit before looking at the time 7:28AM moving to his window seat zach sat there and turned on his computer. The rain stopped but it looked real nasty out. with a sigh, zach logged into his computer and the chat popped up, Jonah had already said stuff this morning. but he also posted a new photo Zach immediately clicked on the boys account. He was on a stage, Looking cute and he was singing? 'cute?'
zach clicked off the picture before heading back to the chat.
he felt burning in his cheeks but thought nothing of it.
his heart started to beat a little to his notice it was fast, but he just thought it was the way his body was.
Jonah: Hey, I'm Up
sent at 5:30AM
Zachy: Damn that was early, Are you busy?
Jonah: never busy for you Zachy :-)
zach felt his lips curve, he was smiling again. he felt his cheeks even more now, But pushed it away. maybe the shower dried his skin out or something, who knows. the boy kept thinking of excuses.
