Defenseless

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Zach let his phone go, Rolling over He felt them. His eyes started to water, He wanted too. he really did, It was these times that Zach had wished he was someone else. Someone who could talk on the phone, someone who could listen to soft songs that weren't loud to Hearing people. 

He wanted to be normal, He had dreams where he was happy, but waking up to the sound of nothing made him feel alone. the constant days feeling lonely. it haunted him, like his mother really was trying to ruin his life. She did, She truly did. his ears were meant for nothing, He owned them but they didn't do anything. so why even have em'

they made him feel worse, when he'd look in a mirror and remember. He hated it. Why was he the only one in his family to be born Deaf, and why was nothing  done about it.

Zach was shaking, his hands shook as he pushed himself off his bed. 

he felt like such a cry baby but nothing could stop these tears, he has tried for years. 

He got up and moved from his bed to his door, looking back at the clock. 

9:30AM

He had been crying for a good hour. He should have told Jonah he was going, But he was hurt and he didn't feel like typing. leaving his room, He knew his father would be out working. so he made his way down the stairs, Into the kitchen where he looked for something to eat. wiping his eyes, he sniffled. He didn't find anything he wanted really he just wanted to leave his room. 

'why can't i just not cry, for a day'

he thought moving to the back door where he looked out at the clouds, sighing. feeling new tears fall as he wiped his cheeks, he backed away. making sure the doors were locked he went back upstairs. 

'lets have a bath, they make me happy' he thought as he took his phone and made his way into his washroom, closing and locking the door behind him he turned on the hot water and it began to fill. he put some bubble bath into the water and watched the bubbles form

(come on, Bubble baths are amazing when you are sad. don't Hate on Jonah's Zachy)

as he sat in the dark with only a candle lit and his phone in his hands, he started to think, Maybe he should check on Jonah. Say something. come up with something. he moved a little feeling the warm water move up his chest. 

clicking on his safari the website loaded and he clicked on their chat 

Zachy is now online  

Zach noticed Jonah had texted a lot actually 

Jonah: we don't have to do that, I was just getting a head of myself 

Jonah: I messed up again.. :''(

Jonah: I hope you come back on...

Jonah: You don't hate me do you? 

Jonah: I gotta go on stage now, I hope to see you back on soon

Zach Frowned. Jonah was really concerned about this, Made Zach feel bad. he started to type back but Jonah had immediately start typing