Why Do I Love You

Chapter 3 All Seanie

SEANIE (POV)

When school ended i decided to go home and chill, i really didn't want to be bothered with August and his drama. Once i got home i put my phone on Airplane mode, stripped out of my clothes, drew me a bubble bath,got some scented candles,some soothing music, a glass of apple cider and just relaxed. When i got out the bath i wanted something comfortable to wear so i got my black uggs, my black shut up sweat pants, and my black shut up hoodie lol i dont know why but i felt like a thug lol. Once i got out the bathroom i jumped on my bed, turned on my t.v.,then took my phone off of airplane mode and i literally regretted it after. August called me 50 times 20 cold voice messages, and 10 text messages. Before i could get to the messagss i heard a knock on the door, once i opened the door the devil appeared holding a bottle of vodka which was half way done. I stood at the door shocked from the sight i was looking at i wanted to break down in tears b...utttttt i..... Jjust couldnt. Then he pushed me in the house, dragged me upstairs, pushed me on the bed, ripped my clothes off, then forced himself in me, i started crying, yelling, begging him to please stop, but it just made him even more angrier. Then i felt some warm liquid rush dowm my thighs, i looked down and seen that it was blood.I kept begging him to stop but he just kept going, his eyes were not his usual hazel but it was blood shot red. It was like i was looking at a complete stranger, and it hurt me that he would do this to me. He took my most prize possession, something that me and my partner should enjoy together, s...o.mething i can never get back. I was so angry that i pushed him off of me and tackled him to the floor, i was throwing bullets after bullets after bullets. Each punch was for all the pain and hardship he caused me, the mental abuse, the physical abuse, the threats EVERYTHING. You know what im done with this fuck ass nigga, Im done and tired of all this im just gonna do me because im S.I.N.G.L.E. And you know what all the love i had for him was all gone, now i dont feel obligated to him anymore, but now i feel like a free woman and this free woman is going to do and say what ever she likes and she aint gone give a fuck any more.