Lies || Taehyung X Reader [COMPLETE]

12. Tears

Y/N's POV

Jungkook pulled me in the hospital not telling me what the hell was going on. Everything seemed so slow to me. The way he pulled me turned into slow motion in my eyes and the people rushing to the emergency rooms seemed as if they weren't rushing at all.

He stopped once we were in front of a door, I looked at the side, the name of the person inside made me freeze. Tears threatening to leave my eyes reading 김태형 on a piece of paper held by plastic.

"I'm sorry (y/n)..." Jungkook told me. I nodded and looked at him dumbfounded. I've never really thought of him being sick. He looked extremely healthy to me, well, probably because I haven't seen him for almost a month.

Jungkook knocked on the door awfully slow and opened the door slowly. He peeked inside, while I could only see the sadness growing on his eyes. Tears already left my eyes as he opened the door fully. The skirt that Jungkook bought for me flowing a little as the small wind that was in the room escaped.

Taehyung lying down on the bed, the dextrose dripping, slowly hydrating him.

The tears I wanted to stop kept flowing down as I saw him there wide eyed looking at me from head to toe. I walked to him slowly, my slightly heeled boots clacking on the floor and the heart monitor being the only things I'm hearing.

I stopped beside him as I saw a tear flow down his face, his eyes trembling. I held his face ignoring all the others around me. I wiped his tear and kiss his cheek, forgetting everything I had in mind.

"I missed you so much. Why the fuck did you leave me." I whispered quietly, but all I could hear from him is mutters of 'sorry'. I only hugged him telling him 'it's okay' that it was not his fault. I did not know what he was apologizing for. I just... forgot everything I had in my mind.

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After I had calmed down, I sat down. Taehyung obviously still in bed and the boys still looking sadly at me and Taehyung.

"Okay... lets start off with explaining." Taehyung looked at me with so much guilt in his eyes before starting to explain all the things that had happened. Again, tears went down my face after hearing everything.

"Why the fuck would you want me to fall for Jimin?! Okay look, Taehyung, I know that me finding out that you have cancer is hard for you, but not telling me is even worse. I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU! NOT JIMIN! THIS PLAN OF YOURS JUST MADE EVERYTHING 100 PERCENT WORSE TAEHYUNG!" My whole world just fell but I just HAD to accept it. I just have to believe that Taehyung will survive. I calmed my nerves again just to make it easier for Taehyung,

"Look, I'm sorry okay? I just... couldn't think of anything else..."

"Well you could have just told me Taehyung... I care for you so much and I wouldn't mind taking care of you. I love you Taehyung and you should know that. I know it may hurt me seeing you get weaker and weaker but... I believe that you WILL survive... just please don't lie to me EVER AGAIN!"
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