My Dying Breath

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I walked down the unfamiliar hall of my new school. I didn't want to be here but my parents gave me no choice. The school is the closest to the leading hospital in CJD research. Creutzfeldt–Jakob disease is an incurable brain disorder that slowly destroys my body. Life expectancy is about a year. My parents moved here as soon as I was diagnosed.

When we moved I begged them to let me stay at home. They, however, decided it would be best for me to experience real human contact. So here I was, walking down the now empty halls trying to find class 2-B.

I turned a corner at hit something hard. Looking up I saw a group of 7 boys staring at me.

"Who are you?" The shortest asked.

"Hi" I said and gave them a big smiled. They seemed a little taken back. "I'm new, my name is Yoona. I'm looking for class 2-B."

An awkward silence followed.

"Well it's your lucky day, Suga here is also in that class. He'll show you the way. Right suga." The tallest boy said nudging Suga with his elbow.

Suga just awkward looked at me for a moment before saying "Sure, just follow me"

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We entered the classroom and all eyes were automatically on us. Most girls looked at Suga with dreaming eyes.

The teacher cleared his throat "You must be Yoona." I bowed my head indicating a yes and Suga went to the far corner to sit down. "You can take a seat beside Min Yoongi in the corner." I bowed again and went to my seat sitting down. I looked up and saw the many death glares i got from girls.

I didn't care though. I had decided to live without any regrets or fears from now on.

The class started. I didn't pay attention. I had no reason to I was going to die anymẃay. I just sat in my chair doodling and occasionally i would look out of the window.

Everytime I did I noticed none other than Suga Staring right at me burning holes in my side. "What do you want?" I whispered. He quickly looked away whispering something about how he didn't know what I was talking about. I wasn't listening my gaze was fixed at the window. He seemed to notice and turned his head.