What if i dont really want to? (sequel to KBT)

Please stop

Jewels POV

I ran into Sleeping's bus as soon as I made it inside I burst into tears. Soon the door opened again. I looked up and saw the  five people that I really wanted to see. Kellin, Vic, Andy, Alex, and Jack B.

   "Oh, sweety come here," Jack said with open arms.

I ran over to him and sat on his lap while I cried into his chest. The whole time him rubbing soothing circles into my back.

   "Babe, do you want to talk about it tell us what's wrong," Andy says as he sits next to us and grabs my hand.

   "I just can't take it anymore," I whisper but it's loud enough for all of them to hear.

Vic gets up and and walks over to me. He kneels right in front if me. He gently grabs my chin to make me look at him. He looks me right in the eye.

   "Wrists now" he says.

    "Vic dont make me do this." I say trying to avoid his gaze.

     "No! Jews now," Vic said starting to get impatient.

      "God damn it Jewels just show us your wrists" Alex finally yells.

I sigh as I raise up the sleeves of my hoodie and take off the bracelets I have on. Vic grabs my wrists to inspect them.All they can see are old ones and about 6 new ones three in each wrist.

   " Are there more" Andy asks.

I didn't answer his question, I just rolled up the legs of my jeans above my ankles. That is where all of them are the ones that I have been doing of the past 2 years. and I was still adding more.

I could've just lied to them. However I couldn't they are family. My family, the family that I always wanted.

    "How would you hide them I spent a whole lot of time with you these past 2 years?" Kellin asked. He looked hurt.

    "Well, I would cover my arms with makeup. And didn't you noticed how I wouldn't wear shorts only jeans and of I did I would put makeup also." I said.

     " But there are a lot of new ones..." Alex trailed off.

    "Well those are from the past week." o whisper.

Kellin walks over to me and hugged me. it soon became a huge group hug.

   "Babe please stop doing this to yourself, we love you and need you. Your the glue to this group. Your what brings us together. Your my little sister, and I don't want to see you doing this." Andy whispers into my ear.

   "I'll try but I'm not promising anything." I whisper but not loud enough for anyone to hear.